Just remember that no matter what happens-or how much everyone else sucks-I will ALWAYS love you! You are my best friend and I can always count on you, and you can always count on me-and I promise to never let that change, because I think that you ARE funny AND insanely talented AND you always manage to hold my interest, I don't get bored with you-even when we're sitting on the couch at 3AM in the dark not saying anything-and that is because I know that you are the most genuine and sincere friend I have ever had-and ever will have.
Thanks Jemmy. I didn't want to turn this in to some sort of pity post, but since nearly all my friends (past and present) except for you have dumped me, I feel like maybe something is wrong with me. What else could it be? It makes me feel like shit.
But thanks to you, I know there is always someone there - someone who will always be there for me, without fail. And I really sincerely thank you for your support and love and friendship. I don't know what I'd do without you ^_^
I know how you feel-because the same things always happens to me too-but it's not you it's them. They're stupid and pretentious and selfish and FUCK THEM, don't make yourself feel like shit because they're dumbasses. *runs off to punch something* lalalaaaaaaaaa
P.S. guess who is the proud new owner of a set of phone straps?...*hides in shame*
wow sarah, i'm really sorry you feel that way. and you're not too bad at angsting, because i felt really depressed after i read this entry. yes, i agree with jemma, you are insanely talented and smart, and you are funny, (you made me laugh a lot at red lobster and at your house that one night) and from what i've heard from jemma and kristen, you are a wonderful friend, and people DO want to hang out with you... *hug* cheer up dear ^^ if it helps, i get that feeling a lot too, but friends make it all better.
Wow, Sofie, thanks. This really means a lot to me. And I do feel a little bit better now. It's just a hard thing to accept that your friends change too and that sometimes, you can't remain friends. I just wish this didn't have to happen to me so often. And I really should be mature enough to handle these things and move on, but I always let myself take it personally. ~_~
glad that you're feeling a bit better ^^ yeah, i know what you mean about friends changing... this might seem like a stupid example, but here it is:
you probably know that i've moved around a lot in my life... all over europe and stuff. well, naturally, i try to keep in touch with my friends that i've left. and as time goes on, people you thought were close to you start to drift away. they dont answer your emails and dont chat with you anymore. i've had many sob sessions trying to figure out why they won't talk to me anymore. and soon there are only a handful of people who still keep in touch with you, and laugh with you and are interested in your life. those people, are the friends you keep... they're the ones that despite changes and distance, still keep close to you. anyways, my point is, don't blame yourself for when it seems like people drift away... it just happens sometimes, and we all have to move on ^^ hope it made a bit of sense ^__^
sarah! i have always been under the impression that you are cool as hell. i don't know you that well, but i wish i did- whenever i am around you, you're consistently hilarious and interesting and just awesome. if other people are too stupid and consumed in their own shit to realize that, they should go die, because you rule.
Kelsey, I feel like you are a person I have done wrong to. I see you and think, why am I not better friends with Kelsey? And I still I have trouble figuring it out. It's probably at least partly that we don't spend that much time together, but I'd really like to. It just becomes difficult when no one ever tells me when we are doing things anymore. If I have done something wrong, I really wish they would tell me...
I'm not funny, or talented, or even particularly interesting. I'm quiet and thoughtful and weird. I don't do crazy and entertaining things. I'm boring.BAH! I SCORN on statements like that, because you just happen to be one of the funniest people I know. ^_^ And let me tell you, I know a lot of people. Talented? *jumps in a plane with a GIANT banner that says "4.0 FOR SARAH!!!!!!"* And you're learning how to write and say another whole fucking language faster than I've ever seen anyone. O_O; (Except that one chick in the jdrama Friends, but that was totally unrealistic :P) AND you can draw, and I think you're a great person to hang out with. Which is why I really miss you and we HAVE to get together SOON or else I'm going to cry
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I'm really really really REALLY sorry. :( Maybe some of this post is directed towards me, perhaps...
I've just been so busy... and I've made no effort to get together with you guys. And I'm trying so hard to not abandon ANY of my friends for all the other new people I've met. But I really do think that out of ALL my friends, you're the most special one.. for reason I think you can figure out on your own.
But yes, I'm reserving (not this weekend, family will be in town. -_-) But the weekend after entirely for you and Jemma. I miss you guys a lot..
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But thanks to you, I know there is always someone there - someone who will always be there for me, without fail. And I really sincerely thank you for your support and love and friendship. I don't know what I'd do without you ^_^
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P.S. guess who is the proud new owner of a set of phone straps?...*hides in shame*
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*buries herself in anime and manga until she feels better*
Ahhhhh, now that's it :D
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*hug* cheer up dear ^^ if it helps, i get that feeling a lot too, but friends make it all better.
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yeah, i know what you mean about friends changing... this might seem like a stupid example, but here it is:
you probably know that i've moved around a lot in my life... all over europe and stuff. well, naturally, i try to keep in touch with my friends that i've left. and as time goes on, people you thought were close to you start to drift away. they dont answer your emails and dont chat with you anymore. i've had many sob sessions trying to figure out why they won't talk to me anymore. and soon there are only a handful of people who still keep in touch with you, and laugh with you and are interested in your life. those people, are the friends you keep... they're the ones that despite changes and distance, still keep close to you. anyways, my point is, don't blame yourself for when it seems like people drift away... it just happens sometimes, and we all have to move on ^^
hope it made a bit of sense ^__^
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Nobody ever tells me anything...
EVER
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I'm really really really REALLY sorry. :( Maybe some of this post is directed towards me, perhaps...
I've just been so busy... and I've made no effort to get together with you guys. And I'm trying so hard to not abandon ANY of my friends for all the other new people I've met. But I really do think that out of ALL my friends, you're the most special one.. for reason I think you can figure out on your own.
But yes, I'm reserving (not this weekend, family will be in town. -_-) But the weekend after entirely for you and Jemma. I miss you guys a lot..
*is being sappy*
*wipes tears* I'm stupid. -_-
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