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[endit0nthis]

Sitting in my room last night, i finally realized why i am so obsessed with Asshole McAsshole. It really comes down to one thing; a thing that doesn't really make sense, and yet explains absolutely everything. That thing is:

he is just like my father.It is a proven fact that in most cases, girls will be attracted to men who are like their own

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[hangxthexstars]

I really wish that I hadnt just found out that you would do ANYthing for that asshole, but now that i know.. I'm concerned and feel a little like I'm doing a very good job at being your friend. I dont seem to be able to help you respect yourself more. I'm also not sure that i'm providing enough support for you to be able to do something about this. At least you realize the situation, only i wish that you could do something about Asshole Mc. Asshole causing that same damage that someone in your life is already doing. Therefore... i might ask... do i lack in support? Why would you want double doses of something that you dont like? I'm not saying you shouldnt be his friend, i'm just saying that you shouldnt stand for the abuse.

[endit0nthis]

listen, none of this is your fault at all. it has nothing to do with you "not doing a very good job at being my friend" because that is BS. sadly, self-respect is not something you can be given. its something that has to come from within. i can't seem to produce it. You are as supportive as hell, and i love you for that. there is nothing you are doing wrong or not doing. i don't KNOW why i would want double doses of something i dont like. and i DO know that i should not put up with the abuse. i know this will just cause me even more problems, and nothing good can come of it. but i can't let go. i dont have the power. not yet. :(

[anonymous]

wow meg...that was an amazing revelation you made...a scary one...but a helpful one. dont you think?

shanny

[blamethecat]

wow, i realize i don't know the whole story here but that still makes a lot of sense. It's not hard to understand how that could happen. You deserve someone so much better meg, not someone who will treat you like crap and make you feel bad. it's hard to stop hanging on to the little things that make you melt inside even when big things hurt you so much. I know, i have been there, i guess i kinda am there.