Here's what i think. if you are a person who has just discovered that one of your friends is untrustworthy, and then another of your friends tells you a secret, maybe you shouldn't spend lunch blabbing it to every single person in your vicinity, and then say "it doesn't matter" when asked. did it matter when your friend did it to you? i think ( Read more... )

the last night of the play (saturday) went well. then the pit people went to sharis and i think the lady may have drugged our milkshake. she was obviously stoned or something so it's highly probable. everything that night was freaking hillarious. Scott and Britney and I laughed for like two hours. after shari's we went to the cast party which ( Read more... )

yesterday went from being the worst day ever to the best ( Read more... )

i'm insane!

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||| 54% Gregariousness |||||||||||||||||| 54% Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% Activity Level ||||||||||||||| 46% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Enthusiasm ||||||||||||||| 50% Extroversion |||||||||||||||||| 60% Trust || ( Read more... )

um my math teacher is the biggest effing bitch in the universe. i am failing that class because i've been gone so much. (for legitimate reasons, e.g. being sick/rotary/other obligations) when i was leaving class today she pulls me aside and threatened to call my parents every night if my grade doesn't improve. but here's the best part. she ( Read more... )

i'm sicky so i stayed home today. mr. V is going to be pisssssssed that i'm missing rehearsal.... the first performance of the musical is on Wednesday afternoon. and um, i still suck. but i think he'd rather have me home than vomiting on stuff ( Read more... )

oh also just an update: completely disregard the entry from the February first. that situation is DONE and i am completely over it. i can say that honestly this time, finally. i've moved on enough to be able to focus my affections on someone who, again, seems to be pretty much out of my grasp.

as i said before, i love my life.

um i'm so tired that it's making me want to die. it wasn't so bad earlier though because i was to that point where absolutely everything seems like the funniest thing in the world. so that was fun, even though people were getting annoyed with my incessant laughter ( Read more... )

my ankle is hurty. i sprained it really badly over the weekend. i shall not say how, because it's pretty humiliating. but i will allow you all to feel bad for me ( Read more... )

that's it, i'm through lying to everyone else to myself and pretending like this whole thing doesn't bother me. i'm not ok with it, and i won't be until it's over, and i wish YOU wouldn't keep giving me false hope that the end is coming soon.

but happy anniversary; i'm glad you've made it this far.

(the truth is I miss you so ( Read more... )