well had to wake up at like 5:45 in the mornin cause we had to leave at 7. then picked up tim and andy and went to school. well i have no classes with andy or tim. which makes me sad. *i am no longer going to say sadness for..uh..reasons* so yeah...then i found out i had lunch with them which made me all happy. but like always..things changed. me ( Read more... )

well....i just talked to frank. i was so happy just to hear his voice. but...i guess me being happy never last does it. he said he wants to 'be friends'. apparently he says we moved to fast. but i dont get how WE moved to fast..but its only ME whos cryin over it. its not fuckin fair. i didnt do anything. all i did was fall for a great guy who i ( Read more... )

well i slept till like 12 and then i woke up cause dad said i cant sleep late anymore. but annnnyyywaaaaaay....at like 4 i went to tims house! yay..i hadnt seen him in forever. and aj was there and i hadnt seen him in awhile eather. so yeah..they swam and played playstation and i just chilled and laughed at them. but yeah....on a sadder note...i ( Read more... )

well woke up this mornin and went to tylers birthday party. once again everyone were bitches to me except jessie and jessica. saw jodi. i kno i should forgive her for everything she has done but i cant. i still hate her more than ever. but anyway....frank called me and me him his siter and his siters friend went to IHOP. fun time. we went to the ( Read more... )

well..i will admitt the day started off bad. have u ever felt like you were number one in someones heart one day and then the next they never even want to talk to you anymore. yeah..i got that feelin really strong today and yesterday. cause um..this person used to be my everything. and now..they prob. wouldnt give a rats ass if i died. but u kno ( Read more... )

well..today was sposta be awsome. frank was guna come over and that was guna make me really happy. but shit happened and he couldnt come but i kno its not his fault so its ok. but yeah...went to sonic with paula k. aww that made my day. she seems like one of only about maybe 5 people who can brighten my day anymore. so with the good came the bad. ( Read more... )

ok weeeeeel....at around like 6ish i went to franks! :D! it took my dad forever to figure out where we were cause hes not to great with directions especially when there out in the country. but yeah we got there and his step dad and my rents talked for awhile. so on so forth. then we went in and 'watched' uhh..crap cant think of the name of the ( Read more... )

well yesterday i didnt do to much. sat around all day. then today i got up and went to go regester for school. omg im guna get sooo lost. *sniff sniff* but yeah..im havin a good day so far. im sposta go to franks house today and that makes me extremly happy! YAY! gah hes great. woo hooo. well anyway..um im guna go get ready. mwah i love you all ( Read more... )

weeelll....the day actually started off bad. brit woke me up at 9 cause she wanted me to fix her breakfast. gah...that made me mad cause i was tired! but yeah did that and then i went back to sleep. well...dad woke me up again to tell me that i had to go get shots today so i could start school at haughton. and i hate shots with a passion! but yeah ( Read more... )

aww...have u ever been in one of those moods were your so happy you think that nothing in your life can go wrong..? well im at that point right now and its great. at 2 yesterday mornin frank called me. we talked till 5 when i finally had to let him go cause i was soo tired. but he called me at like 12 to tell me he was goin to his dads. i felt to ( Read more... )