i'm not going to blame it on mercury retrograde. i'm not going to say it's just b/c of my weight. i didn't get this dance part, and it's probably just because i am not a good enough dancer. i didn't get cirque--and i think i can understand that. it was overambitious. but a local play by a local playwrite and choreographer? i'm not good enough for ( Read more... )

so i think i accomplished most of my list by now. i did exhert myself by going swimming with scott at barton springs...it was magnificently comfortable. we went swimmming there last august and it was so cold it hurt my ears. now it's viably warm at some spots! of course this probably means we are in for a miserably toasty summer : / well, at least ( Read more... )

grey matter. black on the outside, black on the inside, white light seeps in and all your head is filled with grey matters...and trust me, it matters ( Read more... )

we'll see how brave you are...i tried to stop my chest from swelling in pain with a bag of iced pineapples. i could feel my heart racing, pulsing through the plastic tourniquette and my fingers are frozen from the cold of this place. dark and cold and still the summer S.A.D. seeps through in inescapable slivers, cutting me up inside. there is no ( Read more... )

these are my currents. i thought it was time to do a little self evaluation...post your own ( Read more... )

the other day i saw a fox run across the road--and it reminded me of one i know...

i love the change of message from thinking about you to lurgee on pablo honey by radiohead:

i've been thinking about you, your record's a hit...your eyes are on my wall, your teeth are over there. and i'm still no one, but you're now a star...what do you care?

...to...

i feel better...i feel better now you've gone. i got better...i got better, i ( Read more... )

4am insatiable ( Read more... )

First and foremost, thank you to all my dearest madrad friends who cleared their saturday night/made the drive up on Saturday night. Better off Dead is a classic and j.c. (john, not jesus...) is just too confused/adorable to make a bad movie. And I have even more good memories of that movie now! ; ) And what's an 80's night without Duckie Dale? I' ( Read more... )

okay, here it is--
The Authorized Off-the-Ballot Ballot for RadMadness:
(choose one and vote now or forever put up with other people making your 80's movie choices for you!)

*Better Off Dead

*Fast Times @ Ridgemont High

*16 Candles

*Valley Girl

*Real Genius

*Say Anything

*Some Kind of Wonderful

*War Gameshappy voting ( Read more... )