Only trouble is, gee whiz, I'm dreaming my life away
Sometimes...
It's so much easier to just dream about what you want... imagine you have what you want... picture what it would be like to be what you want.
But you're never actually what you want.
And I want alot of things I can't seem to have. There are too many things seeming to keep me from it. Some of those things were created by me. They're invisible obstacles I've dreamt up. How can you fight what you can't see? How can you fight yourself?
I know what I want.
And I'm sick of being kept away from it.
Enough is enough.
It's mine for the taking. At least I know it can be,
It's time for my dreams to become reality. Time for me to shut out everything except what I want.
It's just scary sometimes, you know? What happens when you get it? What happens when you're finally there? Is there a button someone automatically pushes for you to be happy? What if what you think would make you happy leaves you feeling worse?
Is it worth the chance?
The optimist in me screams YES! IT'LL BE WORTH IT!
But will it really?
I hope it is. I hope it's worth all that and more. So, so much more.
Because frankly I feel I am going insane. I feel like I'm burning myself out at the age of 22 for something... What that something is I don't know.
But I guess it's time to go and find out.
It's time to wake up.
It's so much easier to just dream about what you want... imagine you have what you want... picture what it would be like to be what you want.
But you're never actually what you want.
And I want alot of things I can't seem to have. There are too many things seeming to keep me from it. Some of those things were created by me. They're invisible obstacles I've dreamt up. How can you fight what you can't see? How can you fight yourself?
I know what I want.
And I'm sick of being kept away from it.
Enough is enough.
It's mine for the taking. At least I know it can be,
It's time for my dreams to become reality. Time for me to shut out everything except what I want.
It's just scary sometimes, you know? What happens when you get it? What happens when you're finally there? Is there a button someone automatically pushes for you to be happy? What if what you think would make you happy leaves you feeling worse?
Is it worth the chance?
The optimist in me screams YES! IT'LL BE WORTH IT!
But will it really?
I hope it is. I hope it's worth all that and more. So, so much more.
Because frankly I feel I am going insane. I feel like I'm burning myself out at the age of 22 for something... What that something is I don't know.
But I guess it's time to go and find out.
It's time to wake up.