Title: Love Disease
Chapter: one-shot
Author: endless_night2
Genre: angst
Rating: G
Pairings/Characters: Kibum/Donghae
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN SUPER JUNIOR. *just their CDs.*
"I'm afraid you have cancer." The doctor seriously said. Kibum's body shook slightly. He was afraid this day would come. Cancer runs in the family and he was hoping it skipped his generation.
"When..?" Kibum stuttered.
"I'm estimating about 5 months."Kibum pinched his nose bridge and sighed heavily.
"And we can't do anything about it?"
"I'm afraid not. The cancer cells have spread." The doctor bowed
This is it. The way he pictured it. His worst nightmare -- telling his lover, Lee Donghae that he was dying.
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"Hey fishy." Kibum kissed Donghae as soon as he got home.
"Hallu Kibummie~!" Donghae looked happily at his fingers. There glistened a silver ring. Engraved at that exact ring were the names fishy and bummie. Kibum noticed Donghae looking at it. His heart became heavy.
Just tell it,Kim Kibum.
Kibum cleared his throat which made Donghae look at him with intense curiosity. "Hae, how would you feel if I leave you, forever?" Kibum asked slowly.
"Oh. You won't do that, we just got married! Unless," Donghae's voice turned into a mere whisper. "You're leaving me for someone?"
"Literally, yes. But not for a person. It's a place." Kibum bit his lip hard that it bled.
Realization struck all over Donghae's face. "Where..?" His eyes blurred with tears.
"Heaven." Kibum smiled weakly as a tear escaped his eyes and to his cheek until it disappeared and left a trail of water.
"When..?" Donghae couldn't take it anymore. His eyes were continuously pouring handful of tears.
"5 months or so." Kibum's voice trembled slightly.
"Why so soon?" Donghae stood up and banged his hands on Kibum's chest.
"It's my time." Kibum tightly hugged a crying Donghae.
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"Kibummie! You have to live! Please..." Donghae cried as Kibum's stretcher went inside the emergency room. As soon as he got in the room, Donghae went to Kibum and kissed him. Kibum tried his best to caress Donghae's face.Donghae looked at him lovingly.
"Saranghae..." Kibum smiled and it slowly disappeared as his hand went limp.
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"Hae, he's dead! You don't eat, and look at your eyebags! He's just a guy!" Eunhyuk shouted at a topless Donghae and shoved him to the bed.
"I don't care! I love him!" Donghae pushed Eunhyuk away, stood up and marched to the door. He left a standing Eunhyuk alone.
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Donghae opened the compartment inside his closet and snaked his hand to a small black box. He got the key from his pocket and opened it. He got the clothed item inside.
"This is the only way I'll be with him." He held it next to his head and pulled the trigger. A shot was heard in the dark silent night.