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[endlessxmiles]

i am sick of bitchy people. and i'm sick of lifeguarding....nobodies ever satisfied. This is def. my last year of this bullshit.

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[composelove]

i miss you.

[endlessxmiles]

I miss ya 2!!!

[flames0f_autumn]

jess ive missed you.

im sorry if i upset you today about lifeguarding and shit.
i was just upset with other things and i kinda took it out on you.
when you see this..give me a call.
lets hang out.
and i am happy for you with jon.
i love you babe.
call me.
and im not done with your present im makingg!

[endlessxmiles]

Hey becca....I miss u a lot 2. I've been wanting to hang out with u. But it just seems like ur 2 busy or something. I love you mucho and I'm sorry for being rude on the phone the other day. Give me a call whenever u wanna hang out. Love ya..

[flames0f_autumn]

i think the problem is
you think im to busy.
and i think you're just always with jon.

somethings wrong jess...

talk to me.
i called you tonight so we could talk.
we've drifted? i've drifted.

have i changed to you? and if i have...how so?
im just tryin to meet new people and stil hangout with everyone..the summer is too short and i dont know what to do about it anymore.
im tryin to make time for everyone...but it just isnt workign out correctly.
im at a loss and i dont know how to fix this.

is there maybe a day that we both have off work? so we can hang out?

call me. talk to me. i miss you and i love you.
becca

[endlessxmiles]

i think the problem is you. and i'm not always with jon...i do hang out with my friends..the ones that want to hang out with me..ones that dont talk behind my back. and yes there are days we both have off cuz i quit lifeguarding. this whole week i'm not working. yes u have changed to me. alot. you dont act the same. ur like a totally different person..its ridiculous.

[thedividedwall]

that sucks. life goes on though.

[flames0f_autumn]

yea and people die.
and people do drugs.
and people get drunk.
and people dont.
and people kill people.
and people waste hours on this journal.
and people are forgotten.
and people fight.
and people dont.
and people lie.
and people dont.
and people cry.
and people dont.
and people smile.
and people dont.
why the fuck are we here?

[thedividedwall]

the question is why are we here......its why cant we leave quicker?

[thedividedwall]

if you really wanted to leave quicker adam you would have done so already.