its finally done and over with ( Read more... )

ive been putting off updating my pictures for way too long.....so now theres like a million of them that you get to enjoy...or not....i dont know?

( LA DE DA DA )

im gonna be alright
and your gonna be alright
you aint gotta hold my hand
just walk with me tonight

its all sunshine its nothing but sunshine

okay im just gonna be a fucking pussy and let out my feelings on this gay ass live journal cause i just couldnt do it in person and i dont want to make a big deal or start any drama...but tonight i felt like the only two people that i feel secure with dont even care about me in the least. all tonight all i could think of was how badly i wanted to ( Read more... )

i think the time has finally come to give up what is hurting me. im crying as im writing this entry, but i know things are only gonna get better. i really need someone to talk to right now but i dont feel like i have any one to call. thats what is making this harder, i know everyone hates eric. and im starting to see through that, at this point all ( Read more... )

it feels like every day has been the same. same feelings, same people, doing the same things over and over. i took a random trip with eric to fort morgan last night at 1:30 in the morning, stayed the night there in a hotel parking lot, then came back at 7 this morning ( Read more... )

the last couple days have been fun. kinda stressful, and still a dumb person that wont leave me alone...but were getting by ( Read more... )

i feel retarded making a journal to vent everything, but i dont have anyone to talk to about all this. i've been crying since 3 this morning cause i got a phone call from fucking drunk-ass eric telling me how horrible of a person i am and fucking every other terrible thing he could think of ( Read more... )

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last night was fun....a good way to top off rachels last days in the F.C.....

i am officially sick of boys....

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