it’s so easy to beat yourself up over something you didn't follow through with spiritually because it's such a weighty responsibility, being fully dedicated to god and handing your life over to him. when you make even a small mistake its easy to blow the situation out of proportion because we let it build up into an anxiety and are afraid of offending the most high. doing your 100% best in the truth still will only rank you at a 9 out of 10 because there is always room for improvement, even when you're at your best, and that's alot of burden to carry
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thanks, that was an awesome comment. its hard to understand why we would beat ourselves up for little things when it really isn't necessary. i appreciate your input. it is good to have strong morals, but crazy to beat ourselves up over insignificant issues. i just have a hard time putting my anxieties completely to rest. i feel cool, calm, and collected on the outside, but on the inside i allow my thoughts and feelings to run wild with imagination on complex subjects. i see things from so many different perspectives, but i never like to assume the correct one. i try to stay unbiased. often i feel indecisive. i know the answer is there, i just feel so guilty when i don't know it or follow through with it. sometimes i feel like i should have supernatural powers. it takes me a while sometimes to relax and remember it isn't such a big deal. thanks again.
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its hard to understand why we would beat ourselves up for little things when it really isn't necessary.
i appreciate your input. it is good to have strong morals, but crazy to beat ourselves up over insignificant issues.
i just have a hard time putting my anxieties completely to rest. i feel cool, calm, and collected on the outside, but on the inside i allow my thoughts and feelings to run wild with imagination on complex subjects. i see things from so many different perspectives, but i never like to assume the correct one. i try to stay unbiased. often i feel indecisive.
i know the answer is there, i just feel so guilty when i don't know it or follow through with it. sometimes i feel like i should have supernatural powers. it takes me a while sometimes to relax and remember it isn't such a big deal.
thanks again.
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