When people read journals like these, often the farthest thought from their mind is that this is a place where people feel they can write with whatever poetic license they feel and that anything that could possibly be misconstrued or anything that is not 100% clearly explained should be brought to the author's attention and resolved ( Read more... )

So.. I'm getting over this addiction ( Read more... )

I've learned to appreciate my emotions. I used to ignore them and avoid them as much as possible. I thought it was smart because my feelings were always so wrong. People didn't understand that I was just trying to be strong. But I know better now. I can be still be strong and attack my feelings head on. Trying to avoid them just made me feel ( Read more... )

Ignorance can hurt so so much.
The truth can hurt a whole lot more.

Sometimes, I wish I didn't know as much as I do. I wish that things didn't make sense, but they do. I know I could never accept a wish like that, but I wish I could.

For a long time I've always had a problem of taking people too seriously. Its not that I can't take a joke or that I don't have a sense of humor, it just has to be very clear to me when someone is joking ( Read more... )

I've gotten 4 hours of sleep in the past 44 hours.
My stomach is shrapnel, it's scatterred shards.
I laid on the floor of my shower pouring and I just wanted to be warm.

I'm gonna say you need three things to make a highly successful relationship. All three may not be completely necessary for love, but I think all three combined will make for a very strong and beautiful relationship ( Read more... )

There comes a point when you stop remembering the persons that you love. You forget how special they are and why you fell in love with them in the first place ( Read more... )

"i used to have so much faith and hope in love, knowing that i would one day find it. i had so much hope that i'd think about it almost every day and write almost every entry about it. but now ( Read more... )

So I am creating artwork in my printmaking class that is highly related to what is going on in my life. Of course, the artwork doesn't make sense to anyone but me. We have to write a paper accompanying each of our pieces based on class critique, but I also included a very little bit of what my work symbolizes ( Read more... )