I suck at everything. I'm a inferior life form. Sure, I'm smart but it doesn't matter. I fucked up being smart by not doing anything with it
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i ♥ you Philip. you are a wonderful person and you care a lot about others, and you are honest (obviously) and you are smart,and I guess all I can do for you is remind you of that. im sure im not the only one who thinks so.
i actually read all of that... when usually i just skim through yours to look for something good. for some reason it grabbed my attention from the start.
we've joked about this before, but i really think we should go to the same college. more than likely we'll be in the same situation after highschool. we both are really intelligent, but we don't apply ourselves as much as we could. i was talking to david last night and i told him that me and you need to stick together after highschool. we've known each other for so long, even though we just became actual friends a couple years ago. it just seems like the right thing to do, for two brothers to take on life together. like a tv show or something.
Don't fret, Philip! Getting a high school job is more difficult than it seems, and most of them kind of suck, anyway.
And as for the girl thing, I'm sure you'll have no problem with that, even if you're going through a big stupid dry spell. Even my mom was talking about how cute you are.
And now I finished reading and I feel so bad. I know what you mean about your extended family. My aunts and my cousins used to always spend every holiday with us until there was a big fight after my granddad died, and now I hardly see them anymore.
thanks guys. Tim, definitely. it would be awesome to go to the same college. And what we need to do is both get jobs and then we could afford to live at some cheap place together as well. thatd be pretty kickass.
paige, thanks for the encouragement. the one really good thing in my life is my friends and i knew if i posted this then people would try and comfort me. half the reason i did it i guess. to be comforted. thanks.
oh and you too tristan. yeah you worked at harris teeter before didnt you? yeah, they suck.
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we've joked about this before, but i really think we should go to the same college. more than likely we'll be in the same situation after highschool. we both are really intelligent, but we don't apply ourselves as much as we could. i was talking to david last night and i told him that me and you need to stick together after highschool. we've known each other for so long, even though we just became actual friends a couple years ago. it just seems like the right thing to do, for two brothers to take on life together. like a tv show or something.
hope you feel better man
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And as for the girl thing, I'm sure you'll have no problem with that, even if you're going through a big stupid dry spell. Even my mom was talking about how cute you are.
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paige, thanks for the encouragement. the one really good thing in my life is my friends and i knew if i posted this then people would try and comfort me. half the reason i did it i guess. to be comforted. thanks.
oh and you too tristan. yeah you worked at harris teeter before didnt you? yeah, they suck.
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