well i sure havent updated in a while have i ( Read more... )

btw idk why i wrote my response in all caps ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, here goes ( Read more... )

I don't think I could ever describe this in person anytime in the near future just because its just so hard but I'll try once in writing for lj and that'll be it ( Read more... )

I just got back from the funeral or whatever you'd call it. I guess a funeral is burying someone so it wasn't that. Anyway, it was very nice. I really liked the lady who guided it and everyone stayed pretty strong throughout the whole thing. Beth, my oldest cousin who couldn't be here cuz shes halfway around the world on a school trip for her ( Read more... )

Granny died today. That may come as a surprise to any of you who have heard me talk about her or anything. Which is due to the fact that it looked like she would be living on for months at least because she was doing a lot better. Two weeks ago she was sitting up on the couch with a plate on her lap eating dinner, she was sitting in the chair ( Read more... )

One of the best feelings in the world is when you've been playing any sort of instrument so long late at night that your mind starts to drift away from what youre doing, then you come back to it and realize that youre playing it without even noticing whats happening and you can just sit there and watch the music pore out.

I haven't updated in a while so... lets do that. Last weekend was... WHOA it just autosaved my draft! I dont update for a couple weeks and that add new crazy shit like that... im impressed ( Read more... )

Recently when I was sitting somewhere, I just started to think. I started to think about how the world works. Let's take inspiration for example, where does it come from? And I'm talking about inspiration for anything, even the inspiration for writing this lj. Well I was inspired by thoughts of great landscapes in my mind. I thought of high ( Read more... )

I am disgusted ( Read more... )