Doesn't that make your heart ache? I have a friend like that (Josh). He and I haven't had the same friendship since 2007. While I'm grateful for the memories we shared we will never have the same close knit friendship we had once upon a time. He went from being my best friend to just a guy I know. I feel you.
yeah, I think the heart ache is the right term. Its a really shitty feeling. What makes it worse, is I guess I've never had a lot of close friends. I have a lot of acquaintances and people who know me/I'm friendly with. Like a ton of those people, but super super few close friends, so when you get to like a point when you know in your heart that a door is closed, its just one more face in the crowd, youll share a joke or a sentence or 2 with but thats it. It may be I'm too sensitive, but its just how I feel. The Great Gatsby has always been one of my favorite books, ever since I was little, just because I have always been relate to this scene in it when hes at the party with tons of of people who are just there, but he's always looking for the one person he really cares for, or the light across water. I dont have a lot of lights, just a lot of faces in the crowd.
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