I had a dream last night,and in it I was being chased down a  dark street by a graduation cap, a wedding ring and a very determined stork flying overhead often swooping down to intimidate me,not really caring about the mewling baby it carried in its blanket clinched in his long beak. When I felt them closing in,especially the stork like the plane ( Read more... )

Been feeling super-low lately,lower than tv executives,lawyers and a Republican politician...and it was over..yup..a dude.I still am,not going to lie,but I realize its wedsnday and this eve is my GED class.It kind of relates to the part in a Christmas Carol where Scrooge realizes he has a second chance at life after the ghost of future visits him.I ( Read more... )

I'm guessing I'll wake up,go to the bathroom then go into the sitting room and see my mom sitting there watching Star Trek or some dumb thing.Go back in my room,despondently checking any emails I may get(or not get).Cry.Possibly go to sleep for a little.Wake up,check again,and cry some more.Get no calls.Cry about that,then order myself something ( Read more... )

Well,here we are,another "Patriot Day/9-11",and I just hope to God no one give me a reprimanding about the brave men and women and "what they did."Never Forget! Am I right? Of course I won't.I won't forget the fact that the gov't complicity sat on their asses and let this happen while palms were greased;I won't forget that this event has plunge ( Read more... )

Besides my stomach feeling like a crockpot on high from the chinese buffet I took my mom to for her birthday today,something else is quite unsettling.My neice said something that stuck to me:"I dont like white boys,only black boys".Ok.She is only 6 yrs old and I find this sort of disturbing that for one:someone so young has preferences;I'd like to ( Read more... )

I feel like utter crap,not as much crap as I felt when I joined myspace because myspace doesn't have a lean to the high school and college crowd.Anyway I prompted to see which buddies on my AIM was apart of FB and there was this girl I used to go to school with-Charly I think.
Anyway,recognized a lot of faces,mostly "bullies" or people who made my ( Read more... )

They often say that the brightest candles tend to snuff itself out before too long.For someone so wonderful to be in a lot of pain only to mask it with sparkling humour and lust for living is just incredible.I shouldve never met him,but he's burrowed himself into my heart;not in the way you think...its more like: "how can I help?" kind of love.All ( Read more... )

I dont know whether it would be a good idea to make this public because its an idea I got from a friend because he has it on his LJ.Its just therapy and me letting off somethings about people in my life.Its about everyone and no one.It might be about you,and it might not be.I think everyone should do this for peace of mind.

• im jealous of your life
• i ( Read more... )

Funny me finding inspiration in a song,but when I first heard it a few times,I could relate.Yeah,most of us haven't gotten as far as some people living "the ideal life" but in the "ideal life" it could be just as boring and fucked up.We should just be happy it isn't any worse.This dude in the song is a musician,but he finds peace in what he does ( Read more... )

What the fuck am I gonna listen to now? Greedy taintlicking assfeltching corporate cocksuckers.Sorry,my French,but this just out and out robbery.