my life is clearly over. i cant do anything without thining about him. im in such a state.. i feel so fucking pathetic. what is wrong with me? i know its over but somehow my heart tells me otherwise. i cant stop loving him even after all this. fuck. i dont know what to do with my life. hes given me nothing but a broken heart, confusion, malnutrion ( Read more... )

we, for a whole year were lies. however much you think you know a person you dont. they will lie straight to your face. that is what hurts the most. i was manipulated into thinking i was doing wrong, I was the one fucking up the relationship when it wasnt. it was guilt. i will never fully trust anyone ever again. i loved someone who wasnt even real ( Read more... )

who is the champion?
who is the video game champion?
who kicked halo 2's ass in 3 days.
thats right.
i rock!!!

i aint no god damn son of a bitch

so i saw this lonesome half a bottle of wine just sitting in the ridge.. just waiting.. (kinda like me) and i thought u belong in my belly!!!!!! so i drank it all by myself. happy?! nope.

i beat it!!!!!!!!! fuck ya. almost killed myself but i kicked that monsters ass! i rock ( Read more... )

just an update.. im still sitting in my room in my pjs, the zombie pulled me out the window because my gay computerized team mates hate me AND I DIED yet again. ill never beat this level on easy. all while im eatting quacamole however u spell it i do not care. and drink my mums wine which shes getting all pissy for. she needs her bottle and a half ( Read more... )

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there are rats in my fucking attic they are driving me nuts. and earlier today i went out into the garage and one fell from the rafters. oh my god they are disgusting. they must DIE. its going to be so sick. ew what if i hear the rat traps go off. oh fuck! just imagine listening to their spines crack. ohhh fuck ya!

id love to fix everyones problems. and id love to make everyone happy. but i just cant. people can be so shitty at times. it makes me so mad that people waste their time and my time with stupid things. and i dont want to have to deal with it. and poor jessey, she was doing soooo good. and then all the sudden her friend messes everything up, not ( Read more... )