i've got so many thoughts, ideas, dreams, wishes, hopes, prayers, and tears built up inside me that i'm afraid to see the day that they all come out at once. it's gonna be hell.
I desperately need to get out of this relationship. its unhealthy. Ive become a mean & vengeful person (which im not at ALL). we both know that we're not right for each other, but we have to continue to live together. she doesn't have any family whatsoever and I cant just kick her out. dont get me wrong, I love her to death and always will. she's
( Read more... )