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I have been feeling so anxious the past month, and I really have no idea why. It's making it very difficult to accomplish any writing that I like, among other things I normally enjoy. I just constantly feel ill at ease, but there's no specific source for the unease. It's quite frustrating. All day, every day, I have this looming sense of panic, like something horrible is about to happen, and if I hadn't forgotten something (I never know what) I would have been able to prevent it, but now it's too late. Obviously, there is rarely any basis in reality for this feeling, and when there is, it's over stupid stuff that would normally not cause me any worry. And at night I just can't fall asleep. Any time I'm driving, I have these pervasive thoughts such as "I could crash and die any minute now." I obsessively check my email because I'm convinced that I'm going to get a bad one from a professor or something. Why would I? I have no idea. Anyone ever have this? It is EXHAUSTING. I can't get anything done because of this.
As a result...I feel like I haven't improved in a while in my writing, and I feel like now is the time when I should be making strides towards becoming a better writer. But in a way it seems more like 2 steps forward, 5 steps back. Luckily, wingedmercury has been kind enough to start beta-ing for me, which should be a huge help. She's really good at balancing out my style and pointing out big-picture flaws in a story and in characterization. So, that's good :)
In other news, "Panned" is on hold for now, as is "Bad Romance" (yes, still) while I finish up the beast that is "Lacrimosa." Can't wait to have that stupid fic done; I still enjoy the premise but....meh, I don't think people are really enjoying it? *shrug*
I've also got a couple of Tomione oneshots partially done, but I have no idea when/if I'll post them.
Enough about me, however. I found this tumblr about Emma Watson's outfits and probably wasted enough time to actually accomplish something while I drooled over her cute outfits: watsonlove.tumblr.com.
And, some hilarious pictures:
