don’t forget you’re bones and skin

[ladygawain]

summary: Bonnie and Jeremy deal with things after a fashion.
warnings: self-harm, suicide, substance abuse, violence, sex.
rating: high R/m
note: Written for the TVD Smutathon, softly_me's prompt, Bonnie/Jeremy, i'm alive, you understand? alive alive alive, (and also partially for a prompt I saw in the Adult Theme Ficathon that I’ve now lost). This isn’t as ‘

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[a_white_rain]

IN SOME ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE THIS IS CANON.

I would put every line I liked but I loved them all. Favs though were the stuff after Grams died and how she passed out. The pain of the slumber party. And the self-awareness within Bonnie. And, the Jeremy section about suicide.

[ladygawain]

AH, THANK YOU. THIS IS WHAT I WANTTTTT!

Thank you, darling. Thank you for this ficathon.

[a_white_rain]

I THOUGHT I WAS OVER THEM. BUT THEN 3X21 HAPPENED. But no one writes Bonnie and no one writes Jeremy and no one loves my accidental otp. NO ONE WRITES ANYTHING I WANT IN THIS FANDOM.

But sometimes I get gems like this. So thanks!

Thank you for writing! <3333

[mfirefly10]

THIS IS FANTASTIC! I don't know how I missed this back when you posted it but it is absolutely stunning! Your Bonnie is exquisite and I love the way you played on the seductive nature of her power. And your Jeremy is also pitch-perfect, especially in the section about his suicidal thoughts.

[ladygawain]

THANK YOUUUU! Ugh, I live and breathe for angry Bonnie, so this was so fun to write. Gosh, I miss watching this show when I still loved it.

[mfirefly10]

I've been so nostalgic for the days when this show was good. Or, if not good, at least entertaining :)