random meme because
1 - Who was the last person you texted?
My sister telling her to meet me in front of the library.
2 - When is your birthday?
June 18
3 - Who do you want to be with right now?
Zan perhapss.
4 - What sports do you play?
I play a rousing game of billiards from time to time. But mostly I am just a spectator.
5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?
The first person is my friend Aaron who I don't talk to much anymore. If "first" meant "most often called" then it would be Sakura Japanese Restaurant.
6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?
"Springsteen" by Eric Church or "Over You" by Miranda Lambert
7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?
My sister. We'd just work on our tans until a plane stops.
8 - What do you feel right now?
Dirty. Sweaty. Ugly. Gross. Cold because this classroom is frigid but still hot because it's friggin hot outside.
9 - What chocolate is your favorite?
Dark chocolate or even better dark chocolate with raspberry.
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?
0. I am not a relationship type person. Though, I'll try anything once so maybe someday in the future I'll give it a shot.
11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?
Saw it. Looked neat. Joined. (The story of my every experience with a social networking site.)
12 - Who is your favorite blogger?
idk. I follow a lot of random blogs like food porn or men's fashion or women's lingerie. I can't pick a fave.
13 - Where do you want to be right now?
Perhaps in Michigan drinking beer with Zan and her roomies.
14 - What do you want to be in the future?
Happy.
15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?
I was crying all last week because we had to put my dog down.
16 - Are you happy?
I'm doing all right.
17 - Who do you miss?
My scrappy little dog.
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?
No.
19 - What was the best thing you were given?
Books are always my favorite gifts. Though I also get the most random stuff from people & it always makes me happy. I like stuff I'm not expecting.
20 - Who was the last person who called you?
The campus bookstore telling me my cap & gown was in. :)
21 - What is your favorite dish?
Lately I'm addicted to the spicy Ma Po Tofu at this local Chinese restaurant.
22 - Who is your bestfriend?
My sister.
23 - What is your biggest regret?
I regret not being more assertive in the past.
24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?
No.
25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?
Anyone who's stupid enough to come along.
26 - Name someone pretty.
The girl who sits next to me in art class who quietly hums along to the songs on the radio.
27 - Who was the last person you hugged?
Katie and Storm as I was drunkenly stumbling out of Joe & Melissa's wedding reception.
28 - What kind of music do you listen to?
Country a lot lately. Rap. Pop. Some classic rock if I'm in the mood.
29 - Are you over your past?
Nobody ever gets over their past. We just keep moving and building on it.
30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?
Zan. She is always last haha. I actually vaguely know a guy named Zeb though, so if I ever start spending time with him she'll be outta luck lol.
31 - What kind of person do you want to date?
Someone who doesn't bore me after the first date. I'm kind of a picky bitch.
32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?
No. Last night I did for some strange reason but usually I just think sexy thoughts and it knocks me out instantly.
33 - From whom was the last text message you received?
My sister.
34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?
Jeans absolutely.
35 - How’s your heart?
Cold.
36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?
Nope.
37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?
I have vague interest but not strong enough for liking so far.
38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?
Don't have exes. So I don't know.
39 - Do you have any phobias?
I have problems going down escalators. And I have issues with hard stairs with repetitive designs on them, like the concrete stairs in the parking garage at school and the stairs in one of our school buildings with stripes on the end. Idk they just all look the same to me and I get scared I'm going to skip one and fall.
40 - Did you try to change for a person?
I sometimes change my music preferences for people I like. But sometimes my preferences just change on their own so I never know which it is until I don't like that person anymore.
41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?
The honor of my friendship. jk idk. I like giving people gifts that make them laugh.
42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?
Not "relationship" but perhaps "previous romantic interlude" and no lol. It wasn't ever anything real. I see that now. And I don't want to go back to thinking it was.
43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?
Somewhere in the middle.
44 - Name someone you can’t live without.
Have I said my sister for all of these questions? But I also wouldn't want to be without my mother or Zan or Tylur or Sarah or my dumbass cousins or basically my entire twitter feed haha.
45 - Describe your dream date.
They ask me. They don't say, "idk wherever you want to go." They take me someplace new to me and local. They buy me a beer. We talk. They get my jokes. They can make ME laugh. And then afterwards, they respect that I need some space but still want to be wanted. Sounds simple but from past experience also impossible.
46 - Describe your dream wedding.
We decide to get married after reasonable discussion, not some super romantic proposal with a flash mob. We sign the paper at the courthouse. Then maybe have a cheapo reception somewhere so my family can get drunk and dance, as we do.
47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?
ZERO GOD. STOP ASKING THESE.
48 - Have you ever been kissed?
Yes. Never exceptionally well, tbh.
49 - How long is your longest relationship?
Very brief. Almost like it was never there.
50 - Do you regret your past?
No.
51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?
I do stupid things every day with zero prompting from outside influences so yes, I would absolutely.
52 - Have you ever cried over someone?
I cry over everything.
53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?
A little. I CAN'T FORGIVE HIM IF HE NEVER APOLOGIZES.
54 - Are you a crybaby?
idk yes. I cry at tv and sports and movies and country music and kanye west and people and death and dogs and everything, but I don't cry like when people make me frustrated, which I did a lot when I was younger, but I think that makes me less babyish about it? Haha idk.
55 - Do people praise you for your looks?
Yes. Sometimes it makes me uncomfortable because I don't always like it when people comment on how thin I am or something but I've struggled my whole life with insecurities so even though I know I am pretty and tell myself I am pretty, I still think it is all an illusion I have put up for myself and so it's nice when the receptionist at the dentist compliments me or something idk.
56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?
Only every day of my life.
57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?
Like every night with alcohol involved.
58 - Do you like getting hurt?
Physically, a little. Emotionally, no haha.
59 - Does anyone hate you?
Damn, I hope so. I've done plenty to earn it.
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?
I'd slap myself if I could.
61 - What hair color do you prefer?
I like blonds but also dark hair and red hair and anything really.
62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?
I constantly think my cheeks are fat and that I have a double chin. So if I could just suck the fat out of my face, but then I'm sure I'd find a new flaw to hate. So I don't really want to change because I know I'd never be satisfied.
63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?
I love my family and friends.
64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?
Briefly. I'm sure everyone has those thoughts at some point.
65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?
This guy in one of my classes has a fake British accent. I don't care for him.
66 - Can you live without internet?
No. I would literally shrivel.
67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?
"Fuck U Betta" by Neon Hitch. idk, this reminds me of everyone I've ever had a crush on.
68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?
I'm good at crying really quietly from all my practice in movie theaters haha.
69 - Are you a crybaby?
YOU ASKED THIS.
70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?
Not really. I get outraged pretty easily but then I get distracted and calm down. I have like, broken out in hives from anxiety though haha.
71 - Are you a KPOP fan?
No, no. God no.
72 - Do you study hard?
Like, not at all. I think Zan did more studying the last time I was in Michigan for a couple days than I have this entire semester. I'm that asshole that just shows up for class, never studies, and then gets good grades. I do spend a lot of time writing papers for classes though so maybe it balances out.
73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?
Not really. At least, nothing comes to mind.
74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?
No tbh. I always like being outside when it's dark and clear out and I just think, "Oh boy this is romantic." but then I have nobody to kiss haha.
75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?
I've driven a boat!
76 - Did you have an accident last year?
Nope. I'm safe.
77 - What kind of person are you?
YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE. Um, I'm very much a Gemini. I like making people laugh. I like good food and alcoholic beverages. Half of me likes being around people and just spending hours talking and having fun and half of me likes to be locked alone in an office for forever. I spend a lot of time inside my head but also a lot of time out there sharing myself with the universe.
78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?
I feel like I had this thought much more in high school. Now I've mellowed out and am content with a wide variety of stupid people.
79 - Have you ever been jealous?
Sometimes. I don't mind sharing people but I like to be included & thought of.
80 - How can you prove your love to someone?
If you ask me, I'll tell you. If you ask me after a few beers, you can know I'm being 100% honest. Sometimes I find it difficult to express my emotions, but probably if I still keep you around, I love you.
81 - What are you thinking right now?
How cold it is in this classroom wtf. ALSO CLASS HASN'T EVEN STARTED I STILL HAVE OVER AN HOUR OF THIS.
82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?
Aww, it's my mom.
83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?
Not really. I kind of wish I could go back and enhance a few.
84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?
Probably. Or hurt enough that people have had to censor me because I know EXACTLY what words to make someone regret what they've done.
85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?
On occasion... Nothing that wasn't true though.
86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?
Only every day.
87 - Do you have trust issues?
A little. I like people to prove they are trustworthy first.
88 - Are you broken-hearted?
Not really. My heart is too small and hard to be broken.
89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?
No one.
90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?
Sure. It builds character.
91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?
Not necessarily. But I do believe, "If it's meant to be, we'll make it happen."
92 - Who do you want to marry?
Megan Fox.
93 - Do you believe in destiny?
Not like there is a future carved out for me or anything, but sometimes I think the universe is sending me in a specific direction.
94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?
Constantly.
95 - How do you look right now?
Like utter shit. My face is breaking out like it has a personal vendetta against me.
96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?
I don't know that anyone finds their "first true love." I just picture overly romantic high school relationships. You can realize you don't love someone but still treasure the memories you have and the experiences.
97 - Have you found your true love?
Nope
98 - What should you be doing right now?
Getting ready for class.
99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.
NO
100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?
Every day. But every day I also feel like I'm too good so it evens out.