You ever have that feeling? The name escapes me at the moment. But like.. You go almost 2 months without it. Many bad things happen to you, and no one seems to grasp it or understand it. Because all your life you've always been there helping them, listening to their problems, ignoring your own pain to ease theirs. And when you have a genuine ( Read more... )

Damn, I keep getting military recruitment letters. Got 2 from the Army, 2 from the Navy, and 1 from the Marines. Air Force doesnt want me apparently. Though, Marines are most favoured because they sent me a black beanie. Damnit Amanda, stop telling your CO I'm almost 18.

I'm gunna stab someone, me thinks. Its annoying how just when shit starts to settle down, old things flare up and wont leave me alone.

Just a few days ago, the official time was..

01:02:03 04/05/06.

Mind blowing, I know.

Guess what else though? In the year 2089, the time will be

1:23:45 6/7/89

And remember kids, my favorite flavor is purple.

anyone else's day not goin so well?

And now for my monthly update that usually doesnt make any sense unless you ask ( Read more... )

Its almost 12. I stood outside in the bitter cold for an hour and a half. Because even though everyone else was asleep, and i was in the big house practically alone. I felt crowded. I felt like i had to get out. So i did. I went outside and looked up at Orion and started thinking and talking to myself. Pacing back and forth, talking a monologue ( Read more... )

Ya, so i know we're young, and young people make mistakes. But hey, why not, i'll risk it for this dame. They say these high school shit doesnt last, but i'll worry about that when i'm actually out of it. All i know is that tonight i truly love this girly and tomorrow i'll still love her. Gotta think in small time portions, ya dig? I dont care what ( Read more... )

There are many things i've pondered in this short life i've had. Some things are still quite new to me, though i've been trying to get used to it. But i guess it's something i'll never get used to. Knowing this is just so incredible to me. It's still hard to believe it everytime i hear it, see it, say it. But i know it's true. And i've heard from ( Read more... )

my mind, does terrible things to me