Sometimes life can really take it out of you, or at least that's the conclusion that I reached last night after crying solidly and manically for over an hour and a half over "he who shall remain nameless". I just feel so broken. I care about him so much and I'm such a mess because of it. The tears last night were 2 and a half years worth of build ( Read more... )

well this bank holiday has been...interesting to say the least. My friday night plans with monique were sadly cancelled as her dad's come back home for a bit so she's spending time with him, which is cool cause I know she doesn't see him often. :-) I spent saturday at work being very fed up. I'm not enjoying it anymore but I'm still trying my best ( Read more... )

Please forgive me for being way too lazy to update over the last month and a half, I just haven't had it in me for some reason and furthermore PLEASE forgive me Em for only deciding to update now that you're in Holland! (we all know why you've gone...LOL ( Read more... )

well I suppose I should update in case Em tells me off. LOL. look at all these mentions you keep getting Em ( Read more... )

look Em you're in an update title!!! LOL ( Read more... )

thought I best update so that Em gets off my back. LOL ( Read more... )

I love how so many lyrics speak to me in different ways. This song sort of sums up how I feel emotionally at the moment, I feel somewhat lost and I want someone who I'm pretty sure doesn't want me but these lyrics are lovely...they describe what I want, what I'm aiming for ( Read more... )

figured I should probably update soon asthough I've abandoned my journal as of late. I don't feel like I've had much to say to be honest, sad huh ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated in a while and I'm sorry, I haven't really been to keen to be honest, can't really pinpoint why. BUT I had a brilliant Easter so I thought updating might be a good idea. To start with, CHRIST HAS RISEN! Praise the Lord for all He does, "...who loved the world so much that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes ( Read more... )

WOW! what a night! I'm absolutely exhusted though. It was Amy K's 18th birthday party and it absolutely ROCKED! *thumbs up to Amy* loved it ( Read more... )