finals week, maybe, lame subject

[enidsletters]

the only time i ever feel the urge to post in this is when something sad happens. the only time i ever feel the need to check live journal is to make sure suze is doing good. really my livejournal is dying i mean six months without posting is a long time. i turn 21 soon. not before ange though. happy birthday ange. i'm sure suze will read this

Comments

[altaastra]

Crazy. My mom just asked how you were doing literally 3 hours ago. I'll give you a call sometime this week.

[caseythecoolkid]

Hey, so I'm going through this series of apologies to all of the girls that I have hurt in recent years. And you crossed my mind, so it is interesting that you chose now to post something. You probably don't even think about me anymore and even if you do, you're probably not stuck on the arguments we had and the rather ridiculously hurtful things that were said. But, if you do, I'm apologizing for them. My habit of disliking girls on the principle of just being girls and of being girls involved with the boys in my life is really not a good habit. And you were someone who got the really rough end of that deal. So, I guess I just wanted to get this out of my head. It seems like sort of an unnecessary thing to break back out...because I don't even know what you're doing and where your life is right now...but I guess I just don't want you to think back about high school and about Tom and Nick and our whole gang and then remember me as that dumb bitch. Because plenty of people are going to remember me as that dumb bitch...and I'd like to

[caseythecoolkid]

That was supposed to say "I hope everything in your life is positive." I awkwardly forgot the important word in that sentence.