I think I am possibly on the verge of depression, those accursed geneetic inheritances manifesting themselves when I have no use for them. I don't know. This constant up and downs is unerving. Though lately there haven't even been that many up's. Even when things seem okay, I can feel the underlying darkness and melancholy lingering deep below, ( Read more... )

Not sure what to say, just feel like I have to write something. But now that I am sitting here, I'm not sure exactly what that is. There is so much seemingly brewing up inside of me, or needing to come out, and somehow whatever that is, isn't finding its release. Every time I try it doesn't happen, almost as if what is stirring has not yet come to ( Read more... )

I remembered something else that put me in a foul mood. Last night these incredibly well organized, foresightful, and considerate people from Winters Masters office told me that not only to I have to attend the peer advising training session (which is fine, I knew about that) from 1-3, but I am also supposed to report to the Master's Office right ( Read more... )

Sometimes you just wake up and that's it. I don't know, I'm not sure which side I got up on, but I'm pretty sure it wouldn't have made any difference because both would have had the same result. Just one of those mornings where I find myself easily annoyed, grumpy, unsatisfied, and just plain irritable. Maybe it's because I had to do laundry, and I ( Read more... )

Greetings from Germany all ( Read more... )

Nothing too exciting here. I think I am suffering from withdrawl as I am going insane having not seen Spider-Man 2 again. MUST SEE MJ ... WET DRESS.... I mean the superb action. Actually, while I am on that note... oh wait, some of you may have not seen it yet so I better not say anything. I'll save it for Miles. Point is, I have to see it again ( Read more... )

So I have been a little remiss in posting I admit. Oddly enough I just haven't been very much in the mood lately. Oh well. I've been hanging out with my parents down here in sunny Florida. I already got me the required farmer's tan, and feel very Canadian with it. I am working on expanding from the farmer's tan though because, well, it looks stupid ( Read more... )

Well I am here in Florida. Now you're updated. Just kidding. Just been hanging out, taking it easy. It's kinda late, and I am tired (believe it or not) so I don't really feel like writing much though a moment ago I did. Yesterday was the Mercedes AMG Challenge which was a lot of fun, though I was slightly nervous about it. I will detail more later ( Read more... )

Well this is my last post on home ground. It's 10:45 right now, and I am going to head to bed soon, since I have to get up at 5 in the morning and such. I'm a bit anxious, though I have been repeatedly told I don't need to be. Anxiety never really liked playing much with rationality. I'll miss you guys, but I'll be in touch. Have a great summer ( Read more... )

Most of my day was made up of various errands that needed to be done before I leave Wednsday. Then I had a very pleasent evening playing Euchre with a pleasant bunch of people, who I shall miss when I go. It was fun. Simple, non-obtrusive fun.... well up until the 6 man Euchre.... WOOOWEEE! Anyway, I am tired, and on the way back here after ( Read more... )