im never ever ever on here... i need a new laptop.

well i havent been here lately. my computer is broken. but so much has been going on. cornisha hates me because im dating cruz. which is crazy. she forced me to make a choice. the funny thing is i didnt even choose cruz over her. i chose myself. no one is going to force me to do anything. why would i want to be friends with someone who doesnt give ( Read more... )

i feel so disconnected from the world. eveyone is out with their friends having fun and living their lives. im home alone. where have all my friends gone? i used to be a social butterfly, but now i know no one. well i know ppl dont i dont hang out with anyone. im freaking 19. im not supposed to get like this until im older. i just wish i had ( Read more... )

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im so happy bryan has his new job. its awesome. but i havent really seen him in like 2 wks. either he is tired after worl or his mom wont let him hold the van because his car needs brakes. he doesnt have the money to fix them right now so he has like no transportation. ok so taking ALL of that into cosideration... whats ur excuse for not picking up ( Read more... )

quite frankly, idk how accurate this thing is but, whatever.


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my little brother, the 1yr old kept hitting me with a bat. well unforunately i thought that he was finished and turned away. then he hit me in the face and thats when the blood began to pour.

i told u that they have it out for me. its always something with that little one. he has to work for the 4yr old.

i have a really i have an entry good. just not to do it now. ater when im later wen i can thin.k man im man im ost.' i gotta sleep.

yesterday i was on the phone w/ julius when my chest started to ache. the left side started to throb. it was weird. but then the pain began to spread to the left side of my back. all of my muscles in my chest and back on the left side locked up. it hurt to breathe and move. then my left arm started to ache too. but not for long because it went numb ( Read more... )