i have so much self doubt. the funny thing is when i dont doubt myself im on point. how can i stop backstabbing myself??



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i feel like a time bomb. i need a vaca. but until i get one i guess ill just try to stay away from the house as long as possible. even if that means hanging out in target w/ only 20 bucks. ill do it too, they have a STARBUCKS!!

All I gotta say is: Pussy nigga u dont know about me! Boy if ya got beaf we can take it to the street! My school, my hood, my block!! 'Round here a lot of niggas get dropped!!

I can't explain right now. Im already late for school(ugh school).

yeah ive been gone for a looooong time. sorry i guess i was waiting for something good to happen. like for things to take a change for the best or worst. well i can honestly say things have made a 180 in a few departments. like for 1 thing i finally have a bf! i know yay, about time, etc. secondly, im not as depressed now that ive gone out into the ( Read more... )

Do u know when u have something on ur mind (that is stressing u far beyond ur limit) but u can't remember what it is? Yeah? Well thats whats going on w/ me right now. I can't even remember what is wrong w/ me right now. But something is because Im flipin spring loaded. Eventually it will come to me and a might feel a little better. U know because I ( Read more... )

No its not the buzzed ur thinking. Its like an adrenaline buzz. I can't stop thinking about yesterday. Two wonderful things happened. Anyway I am more than likely going to go over to Rei's in like an hour so we can watch Kung Fu Hustle. She has never seen it and I own it. I feel like going to a party. GET CRUNKED!!! No not really. But yea I want to ( Read more... )

So u might be wondering what the subject means. Well first off, Rei and I had a very eventful day. All we wanted to do was go down to City Place (Downtown W.P.B, a.k.a "Rich" Folks only.) and catch a movie. At first ti took forever for the bus to come. (See Rei and I seem to draw all the oddballs out of their holes. Here are 3 examples ( Read more... )

OMG!!! I have just returned from summer camp. I was working there. I had an insane time. I made some new friends and hung out w/ some old. I made some money and I made out. I went to Atlanta where some of my younger family memebers were hidding in the house 'cuz they stole a car. Note I said "younger"! Oh the things I must share... but good things ( Read more... )