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Apr 23, 2004 17:26

So very much going on lately and as always very little of it is good. Seven month ago I met (yes in person) a young woman who was troubled and we became friendly, like so many others in the past when I spot someone in crisis especially if the crisis is rape related I try to help. K (to protect whats left of her privacy) was in a bad way, she had ( Read more... )

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yow samurailuci April 24 2004, 07:58:12 UTC

that sucks, dude. what time of day would be a good time for me to give you a ring?

spcld2k April 26 2004, 16:34:03 UTC

Hey John, sorry to hear all of this. If you need anything, someone to talk to or someone to hang out with, don't hesitate to call me. I'm always there for my friends. This is Dan by the way.

workinmyass_ets April 26 2004, 21:36:18 UTC

Hey! I just added you. I regret to say that my "relationship" with said person is pretty much over with. He and my stepsister decided all of a sudden that they were in love with eachother. They are now together. This also means that when he gets out, I will have to see him with her. I can't tell you how that makes me feel inside, but c'est la vie, ya know? It hurts like hell to know that everything that I confided in him, he just pushed aside like it was never written. I had faith in a person that didn't deserve it, and I hate to be wrong. Sorry for the novel..I don't write about him in my journal anymore..too hard to deal with. I'm sorry for your streak of bad luck...anything I can do to help, let me know!
*jennifer*

THANKS FOR THE RESPONSE enigmamojo May 10 2004, 05:20:42 UTC

Dearest Friend, it would seem we are both in the same boat though I will not have to face the added pain of her living next to me dating my brother. You and I have been corresponding for quite a while, (my email account is pooched by a virus) I would be honored if you would consider me as a replacement for the man from prison who you spoke of. I know we are far apart, but unlike him I can travel to meet you and we can talk on the phone as a start. Would you consider this? We seem to get along well in the minor ways that we have communicated in the past. I would enjoy looking into how we would get along if we started to talk on the phone and we could see where we went from there? Respectfully yours - John

samurailuci May 6 2004, 08:00:24 UTC

I keep telling myself that there is a woman out there who will want me someday, but its getting harder and harder to believe my own foolish lies. I guess I am sentenced to a life of loneliness and longing, without female companionship...which is no life I want any part of. Spending the next 20 years like the last 20, hugging a teddy bear and wishing it were the warmth of a girl is not tolerable. As it stands now I hate my life.
I've been meaning to ask this for a while, and now seems as good a time as any. I've noticed that you seem pretty driven to be desired by a woman, to be loved very deeply, warmly and passionately. You also seem to seek companionship with people who are quite far from you in one respect or another, mostly geographically, and also that you tend to find people who are experiencing great trauma in their lives. Do you think that looking in these ways, online and whatnot, and taking responsibility for other people's trauma, is better than looking for companionship with healthy people who are geographically closer ( ... )