right now i'm confused on what i need to do in my life... as much as i love talking to people and being on the phone i havn't studied in days..... fuck
Today... Was amazing... Mom is ok and that was a plus and then school was great... so that was .... a plus plus....then i talked to every one... plus to the Third power...... ( that is really good)..... then bobby called... So i'm on like cloud nine.... but it is weird beacuse i really shouldn't be this happy.....
At 12:15 Am or 00:15 hundred hours my mom had to go to the ER for her Heart...... i cryed and i called once i fiugered out they left me here so they wouldn't botherme... i mean how hard is it to tell me hey we are going to the ER... i fucking hate my Father.....
wow i had a super amount of fun to day i went shopping with people i don't know all that well and that is always alot of fun and i'm glad that i did tho... beacuse i heard stories of people who i just knew by face and i loved hearing them.....
I will tell you all I'm in love ... will it ever happen...... NO... His name is Bobby and i have known him sence i was in 6th grade... he was a senior when i was a freashmen... i love him.... he is just like me and wants to be in EMS .... omg i love this guy but he is straight and it will never happen... oh well haopfully some thing good will
well my senior year is SLOWLY comming and i don't know what do do with myself. it is the last week of my final year in high school i think i spent it well... 'm going to call nathan tomorrow .. i need to go our and have random fun ... ok i will tomarrow