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[enigmatics]

This is my defining moment. I'm sitting here, it's 10:21pm. I've been ready and excited at the possibility of going out for a Fat Tuesday celebration over at Sugar Daddy's since 7pm. I had the day off, which is odd because I always draw the "have to work" card when the schedule is made and there's a fun day like this on it. I even tried to plan

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[lover_comeover]

I wish you didn't feel this way. Of all people, you're one of the ones I feel to be most deserving. I can't say I don't empathize with you, cos I was certainly sitting at the same time, in the same space, on the same day, thinking the same thing. How typical of me to be sitting on my ass again, like every holiday and every weekend. I wish I could tell you the answer. A common remedy that even helped me, but I'm in the same boat, just a few years behind you. I want to say it'll chang; that something will trigger off and the ride will pick up, and it won't seem like such a small world after all- but I don't know that. I think it becomes a matter of what we'll do to make it happen. How far we'll let ourselves go into the unknown. But hear this- now that i'm thinking about it,I think you should maybe plan a trip. Figure out some sort of weekend retreat somewhere you've never been, doing something you'd never thought you'd do. A weekend is just long enough to rejuvenate, but just short enough for you to not think too much about your own