awesome, AWESOME weekend!!! I am so psyched! It was wonderful, and I realize that one of the things really getting to me shouldn't be. It won't get fixed, and that's that. There is nothing I can do about it, and I can't sit here and beat myself up about it. It does suck, and it sucks even more that someone close to me is affected so much, but at ( Read more... )

St. Patty's Day is back ( Read more... )

Do you have a spoon?
Why?
So that I can gag myself with it!

Yesterday was a simply wonderful day. The weather was gorgeous, Karen and I hung out and got a lot of QT in, Kat, Karen, and I chilled... Some of the guys, Beth & Amanda came by to watch the game. FU XU!! We planned a road trip to Philly for the final game of the tourney! lol. After the game, we played silly games, chatted, and drank. It was just a ( Read more... )

I only know two things about life right now. I love Brian. Brian loves me. Simple truths are the most profound truths. (edited Garfield comic) :o)

oh, and I know that Karebear is a very wonderful supportive friend, and that Stew and MC will listen to anything at 3 AM.

so... that really goofy mood... um, yeah. it was there for a while. went to philly last week. now, i'm heartbroken again. a good friend of mine died in a tragic car accident monday night. i can barely talk to anyone, much less cry, move, or sleep. why does this have to happen??? and why do i have to feel so alone through it?

i am in a wonderfully goofy mood... and have been for about 16 hours. i love it!!! :o) it's like i got part of my old self back!!! and i know schwally said we were being 13 (and we were), but really... it felt SO good to just be free for a little while. brian came over to study, and i just had an awesome time... slept REALLY well, and up again for ( Read more... )

it was a good night.... i was grumpy, but i got some QT w/ bubba, and i saw my parents and ash for the first time since break. and ash is here for the weekend. YAY! :o) i'm off to get some shut eye... and hoping for a wonderful weekend! i love my sister!!!!!!!! (and my brother and other sister, but they are too cool to spend the weekend w/ me... i' ( Read more... )

i guess i can't explain... but i just KNOW the true friends from the good ones... the true ones... they are there for me when i call at 4 AM b/c i had a nightmare about dermaine, or i call them at work at 10:45 b/c my "best friend" just died... they are the ones that you know will not be selfish when you need someone, and that will care, be ( Read more... )

After talking to Clop a little bit last night, and considering everything that's been going on, and that I've been thinking & feeling, I'm posting this. Clop and I talked about it last night, and now more than ever I feel like Doc.

Why are you here, Doc?
Doc: Wyatt's my friend.
Hell. I got lots of friends.
Doc: Well I don't.