Going Downhill
I miss blogging randomly about random things and just letting the words flow randomly. :)
I'd feel bad if I won't write anything about this. I don't know. You know when you have a secret and you want the whole world to know but you can't let the whole world know. It's just that something happened last week and it's the best thing that happened to me in a million years.
I thought everything would be different. But nothing has changed. I look in the mirror and still see me. I wake up every morning and try to see what else has changed but nothing actually did. :) It's the only thing I think about when I'm not thinking about acad stuff. XD And I used to hate it when I can't stop thinking about something. But I like it and I'll keep thinking about it. Adik lang.
Even though my thesis is going downhill and I've been scolded for the nth time and 'she' keeps telling me that I'm a liar, I still smile like an idiot. Because I am that happy.
I learned in my SOC130 class that when you feel that your sense of freedom is being threatened, you have a tendency to rebel. I think it's called psychological reactance? I smiled when we discussed it. I didn't know that there's a name for what I'm doing. But I wish I'm not doing this just because I want to rebel or something. XD
HAAAAY. SASABOG NA KO SA SAYA. :)
I finished reading Perks of Being a Wallflower yesterday. Well, I read it until 2AM on the 23rd but I started reading on the 22nd. I just couldn't put it down. I don't know why I love the book. Maybe because I saw myself in Charlie. How he's so weird and everybody else thinks so. How he's a loner but he doesn't mind it sometimes. [Yes, I've been branded as weird back in high school. And yes, my parents think I'm a loner.]
But I don't know. I love the book. I fell in love with the cover. I fell in love with Charlie's story. And I fell in love with the line, "I feel infinite."
Maybe because I felt infinite. :)
Please please read Perks. :) You'd feel infinite, too. :D
I'd feel bad if I won't write anything about this. I don't know. You know when you have a secret and you want the whole world to know but you can't let the whole world know. It's just that something happened last week and it's the best thing that happened to me in a million years.
I thought everything would be different. But nothing has changed. I look in the mirror and still see me. I wake up every morning and try to see what else has changed but nothing actually did. :) It's the only thing I think about when I'm not thinking about acad stuff. XD And I used to hate it when I can't stop thinking about something. But I like it and I'll keep thinking about it. Adik lang.
Even though my thesis is going downhill and I've been scolded for the nth time and 'she' keeps telling me that I'm a liar, I still smile like an idiot. Because I am that happy.
I learned in my SOC130 class that when you feel that your sense of freedom is being threatened, you have a tendency to rebel. I think it's called psychological reactance? I smiled when we discussed it. I didn't know that there's a name for what I'm doing. But I wish I'm not doing this just because I want to rebel or something. XD
HAAAAY. SASABOG NA KO SA SAYA. :)
I finished reading Perks of Being a Wallflower yesterday. Well, I read it until 2AM on the 23rd but I started reading on the 22nd. I just couldn't put it down. I don't know why I love the book. Maybe because I saw myself in Charlie. How he's so weird and everybody else thinks so. How he's a loner but he doesn't mind it sometimes. [Yes, I've been branded as weird back in high school. And yes, my parents think I'm a loner.]
But I don't know. I love the book. I fell in love with the cover. I fell in love with Charlie's story. And I fell in love with the line, "I feel infinite."
Maybe because I felt infinite. :)
Please please read Perks. :) You'd feel infinite, too. :D