Weird.

My life is odd.
And I'm really nervous about my grades...
As long as I pass.

Where has all the time gone?

I feel like I'm doing really bad in school...I need to start studying more and managing my time better, because I'm really sucking ( Read more... )

My life is intense.

And last night I had a dream that my mom found my LJ and I had just posted an entry that said "I just don't understand..." and she commented a 5 point response, all worried and awkward and it was ridiculous.

My life is so ridiculous...I don't even know what's going on right now.
I accidentally have a boyfriend and need to make that not be the case anymore ASAP.
A boy I haven't seen since middle school, who was my childhood crush, is coming to town to visit me this weekend.

And I have to work saturday 7 pm to probably 6 in the morning.
Woo. Hoo.

I've always secretly been a paranoid worrier, especially when it came to interaction with others that's important to me. I've always felt dumb about it. More and more, though, I realize I have a reason to be. Sometimes, more often than not lately, it seems, the ridiculous things I've been paranoid about, when everyone tells me not to worry, have ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't get why everything can't work out the way I expect and want them to.
Sure, it sounds selfish, but it would make things so much easier.

Stupidest week ever.
At least I got to visit Steph in Orlando.

I don't understand my life right now. And I'm sick of it.

This week was ridiculous. And awful. And ridiculously awful ( Read more... )