at least last night wasn't a complete waste. i actually felt accomplished last night. after work, I returned some stuff, went to dinner w/ my grandma in largo, and took her shopping. after showering i went up to the hideaway and had a few beers. talked to jodi and got caught up w/ her. it sounds like she's doing very well and she seemed really ( Read more... )

Milosh - It's Over ( Read more... )

yeah ok...so i am the biggest dork in the world. yep. i just pre-ordered from first to last's new c.d. mmmhmmm and i am going to see them...although the tickets were expensive b/c of fall out boy. blah. i wish they were playing the state again...that looked like a kick ass fucking show. ok...anyways, tina, i know you're proud. i wish you ( Read more... )

i'm all moved in my house...it's great. it's the perfect size for calusa and i ( Read more... )

i'm really tired of being nice to ppl and getting shit on. seriously, i'm nice to a friend's gf and then get accused of sleeping with her??!! and my "best" friend....yeah...so i wait on her ALL the fucking time. perpetually waiting on becca. but...last night she had to wait on me for 15 mins and she freaked out. wtf? and she wouldn't have * ( Read more... )

i can't wait to move. really at this point...i just can't wait to move. yes, i'm excited that i'm buying a house and that i'm going to be living alone again...yes, very excited. i can walk around nakid...fuck ...i can WALK AROUND!!!! i won't be fucking confined to my bedroom anymore. i can actually watch MY t.v. while sitting on MY furniture ( Read more... )

this sux...i feel like a fucking kid. not allowed out of my room. all i wanted was to sit or be someplace else other than my bed for a few hours. please tell me why the fuck you kicked me out of the back room just so you can leave it empty...??????

yes...i am sooo sick...my head is pounding and i can't get bk to sleep ( Read more... )

so yeah...i'm actually going to update ( Read more... )

i wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were
if that's what you wanted to hear.

this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
and my eye on the scope down the barrel of a gun.

xx