Pull me....summon me

Jan 03, 2007 20:49

I am Ai Enma.

I am your servant and I am an object.
I am reduced to a heap of flesh which can be attained and owned.
I do not complain of the responsibility you give me.
I do not judge you.
I do not condemn you for your acts of revenge.
I am around you in your darkest despair and blinding fury.
I am in the midst of your only choices in a situation ( Read more... )

weakness, red string, vulnerability, summon me, servant, fury, dark secret, jigoku

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OH...SHIT! ! ! ! >o< writer_craft January 3 2007, 12:58:17 UTC
Ahh...Ai-hime...forgive the expression!

Sweet god, what the hell? What the hell...hell is jigoku but oh my...*pauses* Okay, I should stop blabbering.

See, I am shocked to see this entry of yours...I mean I expect a little melancholy here and there but this scared the bejesus out of me!

I feel so bad for you...

...a follow-up from Karin-hime's question...isn't there anyway that you could stop this punishment of yours? Don't you have some kind of parole....(yeah, parole...like that spider freak who imprisoned you understands that.)

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*smiles faintly* enmaai_13 January 3 2007, 13:09:50 UTC
I am quite sorry if I surprised you.

*looks down*

I have nothing that much to write about in my journal. I just want people to see me, I guess...and I want them to know what it's like looking in a world with eyes like mine.

Yet I guess I was a little too much. I hope I did not scare you.

Harley-chan. . .I thought I will never see you but I am glad that you are here again. But may I remind you not to talk to the purgatory guardian like that and call him names...he may hear you. As for the sentence...I don't think it will just vanish as simple as that.

*looks from afar*

It has been four hundred years.

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Princess Ai writer_craft January 3 2007, 13:25:10 UTC
The pain is unbearable and somehow you go on because there is no other choice. Now as a person who wishes to detach herself from her reality, I am good at feeling pain in any person and understand how they respond to it. I am not a hypocrite to try and ease the pain to a minumum but one thing is for sure from now on, Ai.

I won't treat you like an object. I will be your friend.

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Thank you enmaai_13 January 3 2007, 13:30:09 UTC
Forgive my late reply. I have to visit a customer.

I am on duty again.

Please wait for me tomorrow. I would like to take you for a walk in our garden.

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dusk January 3 2007, 14:37:38 UTC
And ... if we're content without taking revenge on anyone? ♥

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*stares gratefully* enmaai_13 January 3 2007, 14:41:00 UTC
I made this journal just to get away from all the work. I am quite not in the mood to be all helish to anybody. But my entries would always be me as the Hell Girl since I don't have another life than that.

*bows politely*

Hello and thank you for stopping by.

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Re: *stares gratefully* dusk January 3 2007, 14:44:32 UTC
Aww, that's too bad. You should get out more. You know, go shopping or something. =)

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*amused* enmaai_13 January 3 2007, 14:46:43 UTC
I think I should make it clear that I have limited privelages as a prisoner to a four hundred year sentence. *smiles sadly* But I think your concern for my social welfare is appreciated. Thank you.

I do get out. Only at midnights. Or I am to watch a customer.

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Ai-chan, dont call yourself like that! sasamori_karin January 5 2007, 10:14:54 UTC
Ai-chan, you have feelings, I know that. Objects dont. You cant be classified as an object.

Ai-chan... I kind of know the feeling of being stucked up that you long for freedom badly. I must say that I bow with your loyalty, perseverance and hardwork to what seems to be your forever job. But you know, sometimes I want to be you. I know it's a bit odd but I really do. My reasons though are very personal. No matter how much I would like to share it with you, I really cant, I'm sorry.

Someday, I believe you'll get out of there. You'll finally be Ai you always used to be and be at peace.

Ah, please dont let me disturb you..

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We all had our share of misery. enmaai_13 January 6 2007, 06:49:11 UTC
*stares thoughtfully*

I can see that you really care about what I feel and it feels awkward that you are taking the time.

*looks down* Freedom is too overrated. And you think my loyalty, hard work and perseverance is something to bow to...I really don't know how I could react to that.

But something did caught my attention.

*looks back sadly* You want to be the Hell Girl?

I understand your secrecy for holding back but it really puzzles me.

*looks from afar*

I am glad that you provide me company. So don't think you are a disturbance, Karin-chan.

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Re: We all had our share of misery. sasamori_karin January 7 2007, 04:31:43 UTC
Forget about what I said, that's Out Of Character ^o^...

So Ai-chan, I wanna say that I was happy reading your sensible entries and I became more interested in you than ever! You're a wonderful phenomenon!

I believe LiveJournal will be good for you. It's a fun way to relax (in my opinion) ^_____^ See you Ai-chan!!!!!!!

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Thank you enmaai_13 January 8 2007, 11:07:18 UTC
I am extending my honest gratitude for you being so understanding and capable of such fantastic display of kindnesss....

*smiles; looks down*

Maybe we could have tea sometime.

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Thank you for the conern, Kayla-chan enmaai_13 January 6 2007, 08:35:37 UTC
I do think birthday parties are nice. But I have so many things to occupy me. But I will try to remember my birthday.

*stares* Would you like to join me for some tea...perhaps listen to me play the flute?

My grandmother makes fantastic tea.

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