I am Ai Enma.
I am your servant and I am an object.
I am reduced to a heap of flesh which can be attained and owned.
I do not complain of the responsibility you give me.
I do not judge you.
I do not condemn you for your acts of revenge.
I am around you in your darkest despair and blinding fury.
I am in the midst of your only choices in a situation
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Sweet god, what the hell? What the hell...hell is jigoku but oh my...*pauses* Okay, I should stop blabbering.
See, I am shocked to see this entry of yours...I mean I expect a little melancholy here and there but this scared the bejesus out of me!
I feel so bad for you...
...a follow-up from Karin-hime's question...isn't there anyway that you could stop this punishment of yours? Don't you have some kind of parole....(yeah, parole...like that spider freak who imprisoned you understands that.)
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*looks down*
I have nothing that much to write about in my journal. I just want people to see me, I guess...and I want them to know what it's like looking in a world with eyes like mine.
Yet I guess I was a little too much. I hope I did not scare you.
Harley-chan. . .I thought I will never see you but I am glad that you are here again. But may I remind you not to talk to the purgatory guardian like that and call him names...he may hear you. As for the sentence...I don't think it will just vanish as simple as that.
*looks from afar*
It has been four hundred years.
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I won't treat you like an object. I will be your friend.
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I am on duty again.
Please wait for me tomorrow. I would like to take you for a walk in our garden.
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*bows politely*
Hello and thank you for stopping by.
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I do get out. Only at midnights. Or I am to watch a customer.
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Ai-chan... I kind of know the feeling of being stucked up that you long for freedom badly. I must say that I bow with your loyalty, perseverance and hardwork to what seems to be your forever job. But you know, sometimes I want to be you. I know it's a bit odd but I really do. My reasons though are very personal. No matter how much I would like to share it with you, I really cant, I'm sorry.
Someday, I believe you'll get out of there. You'll finally be Ai you always used to be and be at peace.
Ah, please dont let me disturb you..
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I can see that you really care about what I feel and it feels awkward that you are taking the time.
*looks down* Freedom is too overrated. And you think my loyalty, hard work and perseverance is something to bow to...I really don't know how I could react to that.
But something did caught my attention.
*looks back sadly* You want to be the Hell Girl?
I understand your secrecy for holding back but it really puzzles me.
*looks from afar*
I am glad that you provide me company. So don't think you are a disturbance, Karin-chan.
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So Ai-chan, I wanna say that I was happy reading your sensible entries and I became more interested in you than ever! You're a wonderful phenomenon!
I believe LiveJournal will be good for you. It's a fun way to relax (in my opinion) ^_____^ See you Ai-chan!!!!!!!
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*smiles; looks down*
Maybe we could have tea sometime.
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*stares* Would you like to join me for some tea...perhaps listen to me play the flute?
My grandmother makes fantastic tea.
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