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(Oh, gosh. Let's not even get into how long it's been since I updated.)
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you,
can't help it if there's no one else,
no, I can't help myself..
Dear you,
I was just thinking about how long it'd been since I wrote something like this. :)
I love you more everyday. I can't believe how lucky I am to have had someone like you for almost 3 years and to still feel like I just fell in love. You're the best.
There was more to this in my brain earlier but it's gone now..I think I've said all the important parts.
Always,
me
On a different note, I have mentioned how terrified I am of the future? I know, I'm still a junior, I have a little while...right? But I swear that just a second ago I was a sophmore and a second before that just a little baby freshman. Now I'm edging up on halfway through my junior year and before I know it I'll be a senior and after that it's just looming black space! WTF. I don't even know how to go about getting ready for that.
I know I'm lucky to be so sure about what I want to do in life. I know a lot of people go through college without being sure about their majors or what's best. So I'm ahead of the game in that sense. I love graphic design, I love art. I can't imagine any other career option that would make me even as close to as happy as I am doing those things. But just because I love it doesn't mean I know what to do! I don't feel like anything I've made is good enough to make a good portfolio..how am I supposed to get a job? Where do I want a job? Do I need more school? Ugh.
(Don't even get me started on cubicle jobs. If I have to take a graphic design job working in an ugly little office cubicle I might die from my soul being sucked out. The only reason I've been able to handle the cubicle jobs I've had (like the one I have right now) is because I know they aren't permanent. I don't know how the people I work with are able to come in every day, all day, day in and day out and not just wither up. It's so..dull and monotonous. Do they honestly love what they do? If they do, that's great. But if they don't..why do it? I don't want a job that I don't love. I want to be happy with what I'm doing, not dreading it. -sigh-)
In about one year you'll have it all figured out,
these big city dream are what you're about..
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you,
can't help it if there's no one else,
no, I can't help myself..
Dear you,
I was just thinking about how long it'd been since I wrote something like this. :)
I love you more everyday. I can't believe how lucky I am to have had someone like you for almost 3 years and to still feel like I just fell in love. You're the best.
There was more to this in my brain earlier but it's gone now..I think I've said all the important parts.
Always,
me
On a different note, I have mentioned how terrified I am of the future? I know, I'm still a junior, I have a little while...right? But I swear that just a second ago I was a sophmore and a second before that just a little baby freshman. Now I'm edging up on halfway through my junior year and before I know it I'll be a senior and after that it's just looming black space! WTF. I don't even know how to go about getting ready for that.
I know I'm lucky to be so sure about what I want to do in life. I know a lot of people go through college without being sure about their majors or what's best. So I'm ahead of the game in that sense. I love graphic design, I love art. I can't imagine any other career option that would make me even as close to as happy as I am doing those things. But just because I love it doesn't mean I know what to do! I don't feel like anything I've made is good enough to make a good portfolio..how am I supposed to get a job? Where do I want a job? Do I need more school? Ugh.
(Don't even get me started on cubicle jobs. If I have to take a graphic design job working in an ugly little office cubicle I might die from my soul being sucked out. The only reason I've been able to handle the cubicle jobs I've had (like the one I have right now) is because I know they aren't permanent. I don't know how the people I work with are able to come in every day, all day, day in and day out and not just wither up. It's so..dull and monotonous. Do they honestly love what they do? If they do, that's great. But if they don't..why do it? I don't want a job that I don't love. I want to be happy with what I'm doing, not dreading it. -sigh-)
In about one year you'll have it all figured out,
these big city dream are what you're about..