Hey everyone! I'm not dead!!!!! AND I come home July 2nd....please be my friend. haha.

So I might be moving home next year, it all depends on how things feel when I go home to visit on the 2nd of July (everyone has to be there then!!!!) and living arrangements for me and my mom and a lot of other factors, but it's pretty much already decided. Leslie, I love you honey. :( So everyone at home, pray for me (if you pray) or just be ( Read more... )

This weekend was a blast. I got to see the Blood Brothers @ Launchpad in Alb. It was a lot of fun. The rest of the weekend I was kinda sick with a cold-ish asthma thing...but I'll be fine. SOOOOO stoked for Festival on WED!!!!! I get to preform and take lots of cool teching and acting workshops, it should be amazing!

I can feel this tugging on my heart strings and I really don't know what that feeling means ( Read more... )

So, tonight after TR, I went to Sonic with Marb and Jordan and listened to their randomness and had a good chuckle or two. It was so snowy and foggy and the combination of the two was amazing. For once, the darkness didn't want to make me slit my wrists. Sometimes another person's perspective helps. Jordan made me turn off my inside lights and the ( Read more... )

Today went something like this on the Life Sucks O-Meter: Morning...7.5 ( Read more... )

A young man is sailing one day and get's caught up in the beauty of the sea and the sky and soon finds that he is way off course. Despite his mighty sailing skills and quick wit,a storm wrecks his tiny vessel and through some miraculous happening, he wakes up the next day on a desert island, still as strapping and verile as ever. The young man ( Read more... )

And now I know that the childish fantasy has come to an end.....

I'm feeling really impatient with life. I just want things to hurry up and change for the better. I want something exciting to FINALLY happen in this town and for me to forget the past and move on to something I can be just as content with. Because sooner or later I have to let go. have you ever closed your eyes real tight and concentrated real ( Read more... )

So my last post wasn't just about my drinking....but it was taken that way. I guess I;m as lost as everyone I talked to. But I did reach one conclusion, and that's not to drink(Do I sound like a broken record yet?)But there's a change in the reason why......If what I am doing directly effects the feelings of someone else, long-distance or not, in a ( Read more... )