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I'm a bit confused...i was just laying on the couch with my shirt off and i looked extremely skinny...my ribcage was sticking about 2-3 inches away from my stomach...but when i sit down like right now all my skin bunches up and i look chubby (not saying i'm not)...it's kinda odd but i know what i need to do...i need muscles...i would commit to doing excersizes to build muscle if i didn't think i would either forget or be too lazy...oh well.....
I wonder if i should eat cause i don't feel hungry but i remember yesterday (even though i only ate 1 meal) i pigged out and felt dissapointed later...i was full almost to the point of a stomach ache...and i think if i make myself eat right now that'll happen again.....