Oh no bb! *hugs* that doesn't sound good at all. You are most certainly not a failure. Sometimes what you're doing doesn't work, but neither does that define you, nor does that mean it will never get better.
It will always get better. Don't give up, even when you feel like it, because there's always a greener hill around the corner, and you just need to turn that bend to get there. *hugs* I'll always be here, if you want to talk.
It's the getting to that bend that hurts and feels like it'll ever happen, you know? I see people doing things with there lives and it's like, "That should be me. Why isn't that me?"
You are an awesome, amazing friend and I am so glad to know you. And to think we met through a bigbang!
Yeah. Yeah I know, it feels like you're just about to surface but you don't have enough oxygen to make it, this last stretch, and I know what you mean. But babe, remember, you're so close. You can taste it, and when you get there, it'll be so *sweet*. Just let that keep you going. And don't bother. Someone very wise told me, just three days ago, to stop comparing myself to other people. Because you only see the outside. They're living in a different paradigm. Everyone has their shit going on, and you're not alone. Your pain is valid, and your struggle is real, but by god, you're not alone in it.
Same to you. I'm glad to know you too! Is that how we met? God, I don't even remember! It feels like I've known you for a while now, and I have no clue how we met! xP I love the internet, and fandoms. I love that it let me meet you.
It's just hard, because it's my father who's making me feel like this and deep down, I apparently really just want my daddy to like me and being pretty damn sure he doesn't really hurts.
And of course if I SAY that to my mom, she's just all "He likes you, he just doesn't know how to show it."
I can't say that I know 100% how you feel, but I do have problems with my family where nothing I do is ever good enough for my sister and brother. They call it "tough love," but every other person I tell about some of the things they've done call it insane, among other adjectives. It really hurts when you want love and approval from someone you love and they refuse to give it. I'm sorry your dad is making you feel this way. *Hugs*
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I know we don't talk too much, but let me know if you want someone to talk to!
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It will always get better. Don't give up, even when you feel like it, because there's always a greener hill around the corner, and you just need to turn that bend to get there. *hugs* I'll always be here, if you want to talk.
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You are an awesome, amazing friend and I am so glad to know you. And to think we met through a bigbang!
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Same to you. I'm glad to know you too! Is that how we met? God, I don't even remember! It feels like I've known you for a while now, and I have no clue how we met! xP I love the internet, and fandoms. I love that it let me meet you.
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And yup, that's how we met -- the meet and greet post at the start of marvel_bang. God bless the internet, man.
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And of course if I SAY that to my mom, she's just all "He likes you, he just doesn't know how to show it."
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