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[enriana]

I am terrified of my own fragility.

I feel dried up and crackly, like autumn leaves, like an autumn leaf that you can see right through, all its little leaf veins showing.

And I can feel my energy draining away, without anything to replenish it.

What if things never get better?

Comments

[harfang]

I know how it is to just keep bleeding, or oozing or whatever it is. You think you have nothing left in you, and the only way you find out you're wrong is that you keep losing more

[mdsandler]

I can relate with you 100% today. *hugs*

[firalastwind]

I'd like to tell you that it will always get better Little Fish, but I can't lie to you. What I can say is that I think you're strong enough to swim in the big ocean now, sometimes the currents get rough and you wonder how you're ever going to keep moving, but you do...you'll keep swimming m'dear. Someday you're going to have to come to terms with the weakness you have inside of you and get past it. I've had to do that many times, and though it seems impossible, I am better for it each time.

Remember I'm out here somewhere, if you ever need anything from your old Ferana. You can call me at (951) 704-8651, any time. If I don't answer just leave a message.

[kapustiak]

It's been a while. I know how you feel. I'm having a rough time of it to, in some ways the roughest of my relatively short life. I CAN tell you that things always get better, even if they don't get better the way we initially think they have to. But that's cold comfort to you, I'm afraid, and there's little I can say to help.

I'm around, most of the time, if you'd like to reconnect. Otherwise, know that I'm in a slump and you're in a slump, and no one emotional state is big enough for the both of us, so one of us HAS to get better soon. For the good of the universe.

[samprasgirl00]

just wondering if you knew this person was using your icons in her colorbars

http://tsl-colourbars.livejournal.com/16582.html#cutid1