An Update

Aug 16, 2009 23:36

I'm not sure who even pays attention to this - I often forget it exists, myself.

I stopped playing Sims 3, but considering I played it every day for the entire day the entire month of June, it was probably time.

I'm playing Subeta again. Keith is still a moron, but I'm finding all the same things fun. I also have a bunch of sP from last time, which is quite nice. It's still just as hard to spend virtual money as it used to be, though.

I'm kind of surprised at how uninterested I am in icons/bases right now. I have projects and ideas for other projects, but my motivation for it is at like -1.5 million. I'm sure I'll get my juju back eventually, though. It always comes back.

I'm looking into colleges. I was sure I'd never go, or go much later in life, but I found myself yearning to get a degree - in psychology, to be exact. I remember growing up, my parents never wanted me to be a therapist like they were, but they kind of counteracted that by teaching me so much about it.

The result is psychology is one of the most fascinating things in the world, to me. Of course, finding the right college will be a task and a half, but I do have some possibilities. Then there's getting myself prepared in all ways - mentally, emotionally, physically - which will take god knows how long. Dad keeps saying that it's "a process", and he's right, but I wish it were easier.

Story of my life, of course.

How I'm going to handle sharing my personal space with someone else, handle getting medications refilled, handle homework and essays, handle the structure of a classroom, handle people 24/7, handle whatever weather I'm saddled with, handle eating food that wasn't cooked by someone who knows exactly what I like, and a thousand other things, I'm not sure.

I really want the college experience, though, so I'll handle it all - not without help, of course. Never without help.

I feel full of stories lately. I was looking at the pet lookups I'd done on Subeta, the little stories, and they're good. I can write, and I can come up with concepts. I'll never be a bestselling novelist, but it's good to have something I know I'm good with.

Maybe I'll go dig up those writing prompts LJ does and start writing here again. I'm not sure - I've said I'd do it a thousand times, but never really follow through. We'll see.
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