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[ens_funkallstar]

too bad livejournal is read by all of my "friends". maybe i could say something unedited and therapeutic if it werent. i should be more specific. If only those i consider "friends" read my journal, it would be quite different. But oh no no i care too much about the delicate feelings of others to block them out of my journal so i continue to keep it

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[maltesephallcon]

I would really really love to talk to you if you have time sometime soon.

[ens_funkallstar]

after my thesis is finished (i should be working on it now), I'd be happy to do lunch with you. Sometime after June 5th sound good??

[keeponl1v1n]

yep. but you can post private stuff or to certain friends and you don't have to worry about their feelings because they won't know.

[ens_funkallstar]

oh dear. they always find out. nothing is "private" on the internet.

[keeponl1v1n]

can you view my private entries? And how?

[ens_funkallstar]

no nothing like that. the problem is..all of my friends are friends with each other or at the very least know each other. When you block an entry from even one of them, the others find a way to leak the info back to that person. It is just deceptive and cruel on my part to lock entries for only certain friends to read. also, even though i feel the need to vent on lj sometimes, i never want to say anything online that should be said in person. This really keeps me from saying MOST things, as i use journals primarily as a tool for venting.

All in all, i should just try to get back into journaling through word programs and then lock them on my computer desktop.

[icre8punk4rt]

one, two, three.

[matador_four]

hi let's talk about how I quit the other day, in a rage, and then joined an hour later