Meira felt her heart racing. She had said it once and really didn't want to have to explain it all again.
"It's all my fault, captain," she said quietly, examining the ground. Her throat felt like it was closing in on itself, and she barely squeaked out, "I got her the medication."
Got the message... got the medication... gave it to her... explained the dosage, told her to come see me if it gave her problems... was distracted by queasiness.
She had been too distracted by what she'd done to ask her the proper questions. Plain and simple.
And horrible.
Ohgod I'm the worst doctor in existence.
She realized, at that point, that even if she had gotten her the drugs legally - she had still not done it right.
She covered her mouth with her hand and tried to just breath.
She shook her head quickly, wishing they would just throw her out the airlock already.
Kirk turned to Anna, whispering, "I want proof that she's the one that gave those pills to Emma. She could be covering for someone else, but honestly I doubt it. I want all our bases covered, though. Go talk to the guy in charge of medical inventory and make sure she's the one that got the drugs and signed for them."
He nodded once to Anna, trusting her on her job, and looked back to Spot, "...For now, you're relieved of duty until further notice. Once he had confirmation it was her, he would have to sit down with Bones to figure out their next course of action. If she was covering for someone... hell, life would get just that much more difficult.
Bones watched all of this, one of his doctors being relieved by Jim, another going to be investigated for handing out medication to another physician under false pretenses... it was like another of his nightmares coming true.
"Fuck," he said quietly. Looking up to see people looking at him, Bones turned to Kirk and Kowalski. "Anything you two need from me? I'd like to go see if there are any changes to her condition."
Bones shook his head. "It depends who's working that day. Anytime meds are dispensed, it has to be notated on a medical chart. That way, no one can just take them, pocket them. Has to be accounted for."
"But as far as keeping track of them?" Bones tapped into his datapad and offered it to Kirk. "Once a week a report is generated by whomever's duty week it is and sent to me. We don't have one person in charge, makes it less likely for someone to hide problems like this."
"That there is the last inventory report, as of last Sunday," he told Kirk and Kowalski. "I'll be in the back with her, if you need anything else." Bones paused on the way out, as if he wanted to say something to Spot, then kept walking, heading out the door.
Meira watched Bones leave. To be more specific, she watched his feet leave. She attempted to piece herself together while processing herself having been relieved of duty.
She looked up briefly, but didn't want to risk meeting anyone's eyes.
"Captain - could you just- could you let me know when Emma wakes up? I want to know if she's okay," she asked quietly.
Kirk took a slow breath, letting his mind focus. He needed to think about any sort of long-term punishment, but for now, there was some immediate things that needed to be done. "Spottacus, you are relieved of duty until further notice." He turned his eyes to Spottacus, keeping his voice calm with an effort. Such a stupid, STUPID mistake had nearly killed a woman... and who knew if Emma would even wake up... "You are restricted to quarters until further notice as well. You are limited in your visitors, who must report and be escorted to your quarters by a member of security. Kowalski. Escort Spottacus to her quarters. Have the door locked, security clearance only. By order of the Captain."
Meira felt completely numb. She spared a momentary thought as to what Nova and Pasha would say - they'd be angry, for sure.
Hell, she would be angry at herself if she didn't feel so damn cold.
She nodded slightly at Anna, no longer looking at the ground but still looking anywhere but at either of them. She took a small step forward and waited for Anna to lead.
Kirk let out a breath as Anna and Spot left the room, then flopped down into a chair. He put his head in his hands, trying to figure out what to even do next. ...Emma, you need to wake up. Bones... I don't think he can handle losing you twice. Got it? He thought towards the comatose woman.
He had to come up with some sort of reasonable punishment, something appropriate. ...I'll figure something out. Bones couldn't help, he wasn't impartial enough. It was his job to handle at least some of this stuff, but normally he would have left it to his head of security. Who... was possibly also involved.
Kirk lifted his head and looked out into the office. Whatever I come up with... gonna run it through Pike. Who had more experience with this. He didn't have to, and maybe it was a weakness to do so, but it also felt like it was more fair to do it. Pike would be a third party, impartial, and... Kirk thought it might be a bit of a judgment on his own ability to stay impartial as well if Pike agreed with it
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"It's all my fault, captain," she said quietly, examining the ground. Her throat felt like it was closing in on itself, and she barely squeaked out, "I got her the medication."
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She had been too distracted by what she'd done to ask her the proper questions. Plain and simple.
And horrible.
Ohgod I'm the worst doctor in existence.
She realized, at that point, that even if she had gotten her the drugs legally - she had still not done it right.
She covered her mouth with her hand and tried to just breath.
She shook her head quickly, wishing they would just throw her out the airlock already.
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He nodded once to Anna, trusting her on her job, and looked back to Spot, "...For now, you're relieved of duty until further notice. Once he had confirmation it was her, he would have to sit down with Bones to figure out their next course of action. If she was covering for someone... hell, life would get just that much more difficult.
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"Fuck," he said quietly. Looking up to see people looking at him, Bones turned to Kirk and Kowalski. "Anything you two need from me? I'd like to go see if there are any changes to her condition."
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"But as far as keeping track of them?" Bones tapped into his datapad and offered it to Kirk. "Once a week a report is generated by whomever's duty week it is and sent to me. We don't have one person in charge, makes it less likely for someone to hide problems like this."
"That there is the last inventory report, as of last Sunday," he told Kirk and Kowalski. "I'll be in the back with her, if you need anything else." Bones paused on the way out, as if he wanted to say something to Spot, then kept walking, heading out the door.
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She looked up briefly, but didn't want to risk meeting anyone's eyes.
"Captain - could you just- could you let me know when Emma wakes up? I want to know if she's okay," she asked quietly.
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Hell, she would be angry at herself if she didn't feel so damn cold.
She nodded slightly at Anna, no longer looking at the ground but still looking anywhere but at either of them. She took a small step forward and waited for Anna to lead.
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He had to come up with some sort of reasonable punishment, something appropriate. ...I'll figure something out. Bones couldn't help, he wasn't impartial enough. It was his job to handle at least some of this stuff, but normally he would have left it to his head of security. Who... was possibly also involved.
Kirk lifted his head and looked out into the office. Whatever I come up with... gonna run it through Pike. Who had more experience with this. He didn't have to, and maybe it was a weakness to do so, but it also felt like it was more fair to do it. Pike would be a third party, impartial, and... Kirk thought it might be a bit of a judgment on his own ability to stay impartial as well if Pike agreed with it ( ... )
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