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[enthrillred]

Okay, check this, I am really diggin on this one guy i have known since like, the 9th grade. He came up to me today, and it was another *slap in the face. we talked, we laughed, We hugged, Blah, blah. I couldnt keep my eyes off of him, and, it has been a couple of days now, and i CAN NOT get him out of my head. WHAT THE HELL is going on??? and it

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[neon_diode]

Who do you mean? If you don't mind my asking of course, but I'd sound far more important if I knew who you were talking about(i.e. advice/approval/warning, etc. (if you even care that is))....

[enthrillred]

You know EXACTLY what i speek and of Whom I Speek. YOu KNOW!

[neon_diode]

Ahhh, I see. Everyone goes through that. EVERYONE. So it's ok. So like, where have you been? I've called a couple times the last couple days and your squidilisplooch was not present. Call me pwwweeeaassseee. hahahaha.

[enthrillred]

I cant, its too late. My mom wont let me jack the phone. Ben, these things really grate on my nerves. I take these things very seriously. I want SO much to be happy. Im not happy. I cant just pause and enjoy life by myself. UUUUUGGGGHHH!!!!! Im sure he doesnt even like me!! Piss on me, im going to go drown myself. UGGGGG!!! i feel like shit, i want someone to do things with, to be best friends with, asomeone to catch me when i fall, i want someone warm, someone to tell me they love me. BUT ABOVE ALL ELSE TO BE MY FRIEND. Ugh. I just got to shake it off, all these emotions arnt realistic. *slaps self