Tonight was, hands down, some of the most ridiculous shit I've ever experience in my life. For once something was TOO AWKWARD for me. How? I don't know. Work in 4.5 hours. Goodnight.

This weekend was better than good. Nothing left unanswered, no experience left ... unexperienced.

Honestly, it rivaled Most Perfect Day Ever. And ... topped it, easily.

Now, onto many, many hours of homework.

Also, peep this. http://ronpaulgraphs.com/nov_5_extended_total.html

That's how life is right now. (It rules.)

I am quite confused as to who I have become.

To myself, I must inquire: Sarah, seriously, what the fuck?

What did I do or not do that got everyone ignoring my every attempt at communication?

I've come to realize, I tend to resent other people's happiness, and do nothing to increase my own.

Ugh, what's my PROBLEM? I don't trust myself to do anything right.

I feel like I've finally started to get my life on track.

It feels good.

- Read/outline Ch 4
- Do Moog problems
- Do online homework for chem
- Make chem flashcards
- Study chem
- Do unassigned homework for trig
- Read "Meno"
- Research the counseling center
- Write lab report

Yarrrrg. Tomorrow's going to be a long day.

So USF is USF, I guess. I'm joining the Alpha Epsilon Delta (pre med honors society) and the honors college committee. Hahahaha. Also, I signed up to volunteer with Hospice, I have to meet with this lady tomorrow at Panera so she can assess me as a human being, I suppose. I'm also continuing working at Abby's and wasting my time on things that ( Read more... )

I like my boyfriend.

I don't like the fact I'm going to be paying $200 I don't have for the next five years for a car. Erg.

Could everyone who has a problem with me just fucking tell me? I'm tired of this cold shoulder bullshit.