how could i forget?

[entropykitty]

Again... he pushes harder, and pushes me out and away, yet he stays, and holds me, and smells me... and cares. Why does he care?

this was sent to me while I was on vacation.  PS- thanks for NOTHING.  Which you deliver, in abundance.

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Kat,

the email, that I really don't care to write. . . . truth is

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what i wish for you

[youthangel]

i wish that you were me. because i was you 9 months ago. when i met sean. and he said those things to me...but acted in ways that made me believe his words were meaningless. and i spent 9 months hoping and pushing and BELIEVING that things would one day change. and they did...they slowly evolved into what i have now. nothing. not a phone call in over 2 weeks. a complete blow off...from a boy who fuked me night after night. a boy that spend bundles of cash and kisses on me. a boy that never dated anyone else but me while we were together...a boy who told me all along...exactly what i wasnt hearing - that he didnt want to be with me. he meant it.

so please. be careful. because i know what its like to be left by a boy that loves you...and also by a boy that doesnt. u know whats easier to take? being left by someone who loves you - and that feels like death...so imagine all of that PLUS...feeling like u wasted so much...feeling cheated out of the most precious thing you have - your time.

Re: what i wish for you

[entropykitty]

i love you so much... for so much than you'll ever know.. especially your wisdom.