So here we go, another chapter in this so-called existance that I am creating for myself.  Tomorrow is my moving day.  I'm bringing Kyle home to help me collect my life into cardboard boxes.  Its amazing how simplistic everything can seem when its all boxed up.  "Clothes"  "Kitchen"  "Bathroom"  "Bedroom".

Simple.

I got scared today for the first ( Read more... )

So I was supposed to go home sunday evening at 5:30 pm... I dont think the kyle and i even left the city until then. Somehow we both knew that I wasnt leaving and werent going to have to say goodbye ever again... so I stayed, and here I am. Tomorrow we fly down to orlando, together. I think the plan is to have lunch/brunch with my parents, go to ( Read more... )

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Kyle gets here Thursday night at 8:45 pm, JetBlue.

Parfait.

So fuck everything about new york except for the fact that I met someone. Patrick has been saying this all along... that when it happens, I will know its right... and man was he right. I owe him. (*maybe not really ( Read more... )

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Strange
Thought I knew you well
Thought I had read the sky
Thought I had read a change
in your eyes
so strange
Woke up to a world
that I am not a part
except when I can play
its stranger

After all
what were you really
looking for
and I wonder
when will I learn
Blue isn't red
everybody knows this
and I wonder
when will I learn
when will I learn
guess I was in Deeper ( Read more... )

he let me listen to the music that he wrote to go along with the song... but i think he ripped it off of something. it sounds too familiar. oh well, here are the lyrics he imed me while i was out last night... hehehehe without his penny ass ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Wednesday. Martini night at stonewood. Marc came into town and we went to the food store with rick, then to dinner and drinks at Stonewood. We were there for HOURS. From like 6pm, until 10:30... craziness. We talked about everything, and nothing, and had a blast. He is really funny ( Read more... )

Okay- continuing on this strange 4 day stint.

I almost feel like I'm binge-ing on something... I cant put my finger on what it is yet, but its becoming obsessive. It might be my dog, or the gym... I can feel it coming.

ANYWAY


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