It's like a light switch that I rarely manage to uncover. Inspiration, at moments its unavoidable others completely absent, not just inspiration to write, but to live and live well. At times I find access to that switch though, I can feel that way ( Read more... )

What a fucking manic ramble....lol

I would toil my entire life in bliss if it meant gaining even one step towards my vision of a bright future ( Read more... )

My
Beat
Is
Correct

HELL YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My life is so cyclical, In a flash, I'm back in that spot and it clicks.... Control, although I used to say "Control is sin"... Control, understanding, check the premises... Check the premises and they check out FLAWLESSLY, what once seemed hard is now automatic, what once seemed impossible now surrounds me.

You are like a fucking luscious oasis after 2 years of wandering the desert.

What's more important, Individualism, Merit, Appreciation for Achievement. Or feeding/fixing people who can't manage it themselves.

I deserve to get back what I gave. I hate having a defeatist attitude, but I think that's what it'll take, that's what I need.

Wow, that was just so unnecessarily vague....Im sorry I was in a mood. But in light of this I will just be extremely straightforward in this entry. I GOT GLADIATOR MOTHER FUCKER!!!>!!!!

Its kind of true though, and it smacks so much, hits exactly on the emotion I felt so passionately sophomore year. It hits me in a different way now. More bittersweet, less fire and brimstone. And its not like I really have this feeling out of the melancholy of my past or because the movie was particularly profound. I guess actually it has ( Read more... )