I miss you everday ( Read more... )

I smell cigarette's in the hallway. I breathe in deeply as I shuffle to my car to try and speed write a paper I have procrastinated on to the very inth degree. All I want to do is sleep and wake up next to you.

I sit at your feet just hoping you will reach out for me.

"Next time you opened your mouth
I'll put my fist down your throught
SO deep you can not swallow
I'll make your body hollow..."

They first believed she had pneumonia then they ran her blood because they said it wasn’t “normal”. After that the doctor’s believed she had a staff infection in her blood. Friday afternoon she fainted and they believed she had a heart attack…then around 11pm they said she had a 50/50 shot of making it through the night her liver had shut down and ( Read more... )

fucker fucker die motherfucker die ( Read more... )

I am going home and taking off a few days.

I miss you and I hope you are okay *hugs* you tight.

In 3 days, I will be together 4 yrs with my Fiance. I have my whole weekend blocked off for him and I.

In 6 days, I start back to school... with stats... I have spent $70 on an ebook for one class that needs a total of 3 books.

I wish I could bottle the calmness that I feel right now ( Read more... )