hmmmm, sometimes i confuse myself...... sometimes i do things that i don't always understand why. my sister's friend leslie told me that scorpios always need something to obsess over, whether it's a person or a job or something that you're trying to accomplish in your life. i *do* obsess..... i really try not to, because too much of a good thing ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i can't do anything right.....

well, now that oode has fully sunk in, and that i'm about to graduate in a week and a half, i guess i should start really figuring out what i want to do with my life. i'm going to ecuador in august for 5 weeks, so knowing that is kindof making me slack on what i want to do with my degree. then there's my lifelong dream of having my own dog rescue ( Read more... )

amazing life changing experience..... i'm finding it hard to put into words, like everyone else. so many wonderful things happened on so many different levels..... it's just starting to settle in now ( Read more... )

i hate it when people, especially females, think that they are so smart and distinguished..... so much so that they are "better" than everyone else, that they know the answer to everything. i'm a smart girl..... i know a lot of shit (i'm gonna graduate from college in a month), but people often don't take me seriously because i don't flaunt it. i ( Read more... )

wow, i haven't written in a while..... been a very busy girl ever since spring break. one thing that is really bothering me right now is that everyone i know seems to be passing judgement on me about the decisions that i make in my life. only my roommates and a few close friends aren't. a lot of my family is, though, and some other people that i ( Read more... )

this term is almost over..... yay! man, it's been a tough one..... next term is easy sailing, though :) i'm gonna go visit my friends down in the bay in a few days, i'm excited! i hope the weather is nice when i'm down there, i need some sun..... oh, it fucking *snowed* all day today and into the night. dude, it's fucking march already ( Read more... )

well, i havn't written in a while because i've been working on this damn paper. i'm gonna post it here so that everyone can see how exciting my life has been for the past week. don't feel bad if it bores you ( Read more... )

i had an interesting day today..... i went to work early, then went to see ralph nader speak on campus. that guy totally rocks, man..... i really hope he gets to be president someday. this weekend is the environmental law conference on campus, it's like the biggest one in the country or something. too bad i have to stay home and write my 20 page ( Read more... )

ok, i should apologize to gabe, it's not his fault i can't stay with him over spring break. he's helping his mom after her major surgery..... i just miss him so bad and would seriously do anything to be able to see him just for one day. i'm just frustrated that it seems like no one really cares about me coming to visit them. i mean, serisously, ( Read more... )