How does one know if one sucks? I mean how do you ever know if you are any good at what you do? The only real gage of our abilities is the feedback we get from our peers, but they are subject to the same relativist principles as the rest of us. And masses of people paying compliment to your work, in whatever form it might take, could indeed be a ( Read more... )

I woke up mid-dreaming, mid-screaming; the lights barely seeping through the window, barely gaining focus and this is more than cuts or bruises...this is more. This sharp stabbing spread like poisoned veins in my chest; my heart threatening to stop this time...to finally give up. A solid red "5:39" eyelevel, steady breathing, and an echoing promise ( Read more... )

Man oh man i do not write in this thing often, eh? only usually when something is "life changing" but then again, isn't everything? All i know is my previous entry makes me frown upon how incredibly much of an imbecile i was. And ironically enough, heh...yet again EVEN MORE life changing events have been happening. In fact what i was once so ( Read more... )

So yeah. i forgot much about this thing. It can be quite useful for rants and ramblings for much of you not to even read most likely i assume. Wonderful. I guess. So nothing's really...goin on. "Same ol' same ol' " and that entry below makes me sad. Looking at my days of happiness makes me sad, haha. Ironic almost. Oh well, its not like im " ( Read more... )

And i'm just...really happy. I would say my usual "not much goin on" but...in all reality my life took a major shift for the hell of alot better. Just...i dont know. Usually i hate change. But i needed one ( Read more... )

yeah. so. everyone has one of these. it's the cool thing to do. like myspace.
im cool now. i have one of these.
although...i have no idea what the hell to do with it.
aha, oh well. love.
*poof*